Revelation:
That night, Miaofu lay silently
with her eyes closed listening carefully to the sound of breathing from the
person next to her.
When she was sure he was asleep,
she quickly opened her eyes, and slowly and quietly got out of bed.
They were in a small inn. Night had
fallen when they entered the town, but their journey to Xiangcheng was still
going to take another seven days, so they found a place to rest.
There had only been two rooms left in
the inn. Of course it was impossible for the two young masters to share a room
with their carriage driver, therefore, she and Qin Yaotang shared the larger
room.
In short, she had to share a bed
with Qin.
When she heard, she had to fight
not to swear. She would rather sleep in the same room as the coachman than
share a room with Qin.
But she could not do this because
it was alright for “brothers” to sleep together, even if she didn’t want to,
she had no choice.
Now she was wondering whether she
was driving her own bad luck, and how could she stop it? She clearly wanted to
be far away from Qin, but inexplicably kept being thrown into his path.
Moreover, she was unable to see
through Qin’s intentions, could only be wary and vigilant. Yet, Qin had done
nothing, not paid any attention to her, like things were back to normal; seeing
Shaoqing as nothing. He had taken off his overcoat, prepared for bed and went
to sleep without even glancing at her.
In light of this, Miaofu thought
she should be relieved but she only felt it was weird and was unable to let go
of her wariness. She did not believe Qin would let her off easily like this.
After a hasty dinner, she could
only use a wet handkerchief to wipe her hands. They arrived late at the inn, so
she could not order a bath; could only wash her hands and feet. Although, the
weather was not hot currently and she hadn’t been sweating, Miaofu was a
modern person, it was uncomfortable not to bathe in a day. (Zuben: I know many modern
persons who don’t bathe)
Plus, she wasn’t sleeping alone, so
she didn’t dare untie the bindings around her chest. Having it all day but not
able to undo it at night so she could at least breathe. Maybe it was
psychological, but she felt very sticky and uncomfortable. And there was the
danger lying next to her, she wasn’t able to relax and sleep.
She really couldn’t stand it!
Gingerly, she made sure Qin was
asleep, put on her overcoat, loosely tied up her hair, gently opened the door,
tiptoed out and gently closed the door behind her.
The moment the door closed, she let
out the breath she had been holding. She relaxed and walked down the stairs.
She saw the innkeeper sleeping at his desk with his head propped up on his
hand. He did not wake up as she walked out of the inn.
She remembered she had seen the
place when they first entered the city. She walked through the empty
streets; the night was cold and clear and every household had their doors tightly
shut. Only one place was still lively this time of the night.
She stopped before it. The
restaurant stood before her. The place had red lanterns hung high and sheer red
tulle fluttering in the wing, and a plaque on top of the entrance read “Lin
xian lou”.
It was so late, yet they were still
so lively, Miaofu suspected that this was not a simple eating establishment.
She entered.
As soon as she saw the scene in the
main dining hall, her mouth twitched.
There was no woman in the hall
except for the glamorously dressed woman who was walking up to her. Miaofu was
stunned. She had guessed that the place was a brothel but she would never have
suspected...looking at the beautiful teenage boys being pawed by the patrons of
the establishment, she felt a grimace on her face.
Xiǎo guān guǎn - she had heard of
it but she had never imagined she’d ever come across it.
‘Yo! Gōngzǐ is a new face; this
servant has not seen you here before. Is Gōngzǐ from out of town?’
As soon as she saw the new guest,
the proprietress greeted them warmly. At a glance, she could see that her new
guest was wearing high quality clothes; this must be a rich playboy.
‘Nuija is called Gui Mama. Gōngzǐ
looks so imposing; you must not be an ordinary person. Come, tell me your
name?’ The woman talked loudly and tried to press her abundant flesh against
Miaofu. Her fragrance was too cloying irritating Miaofu.
Miaofu pulled away from her, and
held out a gold coin, ‘Gui Mama, give me a room, I want a very private one,’
she said in a domineering tone, ‘And send someone with a tub of hot water for
me.’
As soon as she saw the gold, Gui
Mama’s eyes widened in delight and quickly pocketed it, ‘No problem at all,
would you like someone to serve you? Do you want someone pure or someone with a
little more experience? We have everything in Lin Xian Lou.’
‘No, just give me a room; I do not
want to be disturbed.’ Miaofu replied as she gave her another gold coin.
Not looking for game in this hall?
What is this strange guest? However, he was very generous with the gold, so she
would not ask too much. It was better to have money.
‘Hao-hao, no problem. Gōngzǐ will
follow me.’
Gui Mama twisted her hips and led
Miaofu to a gorgeous room, ‘This is your room. I will send people with hot
water right away. If you would like service, please let me know.’
Miaofu nodded and watched Gui Mama
leave. She looked round the room. The vulgarity of the decorations made her
shake her head. She sat in a chair and poured a cup of water for herself.
After the bath, relax a bit and
return.
She touched her belly; she hadn’t eaten
well at dinner, just a few bites of rice. Now that she was relaxed, she was
suddenly hungry.
Miaofu sat drinking some tea while
waiting for her hot water. She did not realise she had been followed. (Zuben:
he’s better at feigning sleep than she is)
When he saw Shaoqing walking into
Lin Xian Lou, he raised his eyebrows in surprise.
It was one thing to realise that
Shaoqing was no longer interested in him, but it was another matter to see him
enter a xiǎo guān guǎn. After all, he had never seen Shaoqing playing with a
man before. But the moment he left home, the first thing he does is to sneak
out in the middle of the night and come to xiǎo guān guǎn.
Yaotang sat on the roof watching
Shaoqing drink tea through a hole he’d made in the roof tiles. (Zuben: Shoddy
workmanship for a boy brothel). He didn’t care about Shaoqing’s preferences as
long as he didn’t turn to him. (Zuben: you sure ‘bout that?)
But, hadn’t he heard the old woman
say Shaoqing didn’t want any service? If he wasn’t here for a prostitute then
what was he doing in a xiǎo guān guǎn?
Just then there was a knock on the
door of the room below.
‘Gōngzǐ, we have brought the hot
water.’ the two servants brought the buckets to the tub and filled it with the
hot water.
‘In half an hour, send someone up
with some food.’ Miaofu instructed as she rewarded them with silver coins.
‘Yes, thank you for the reward.’
the maids bowed, thanking her and closed the door.
Miaofu reached out and touched the
water, the temperature made her smile. She untied her robes and took down her
hair.
The long hair around the small face
made him look more beautiful. This look Yaotang had seen at the inn and he
didn’t care. After all, Shaoqing was just a pampered young man who had never
suffered. Some weaknesses were normal.
Miaofu took off her outer shirt and
her under clothes, and draped them on a chair. Yaotang wasn’t interested in
watching a man bathe, and since Shaoqing came to the brothel to get some joy,
he did not want to see that.
As he prepared to return the roof
tiles to their place, he saw something that stopped him. Shaoqing’s chest was
wrapped with cloth. He paused, was Shaoqing’s chest injured? That wasn’t it, he
realised as he continued to watch Shaoqing unwrap the cloth over and over. As
more skin was exposed, the puzzlement in his eyes deepened.
Until he saw a full pair of
breasts.
Qin Yaotang was horrified.
How could this…?
‘Hate it so much. Too tight, my
skin is all red.’ Miaofu muttered as she rubbed the skin of her breasts. She
took off her trousers and stepped into the tub.
The warm water made her sigh in pleasure;
she washed her hair and then leaned back against the tub to relax. She tilted
her head back and stilled…
There was a hole in the roof and
through it, she saw a face.
Her heart suddenly tightened and
her eyes narrowed, she and the voyeur stared at each other…
Then-
She screamed.
No one in the main hall reacted to
the screaming, they had long been accustomed to such things; this was the sound
of cumulated happiness.
The voyeur had climbed into the room
through the window. Cold, sullen and indifferent. The fierce black eyes stared
at Miaofu. (Zuben: I don’t think anyone can do all those things at once with
their eyes)
Miaofu cringed in the tub; she had
only had time to pull her shirt to cover herself. No chance to climb out of the
tub.
‘You’re still looking?! Not turning
around yet?’ What a weirdo! She would not have guessed he was a voyeur who
peeked at people bathing; metamorphosis!
Yaotang did not speak but he turned
around.
Miaofu climbed out of the tub. Her
outer shirt was now wet, so she had to use her overcoat to cover her body and
quickly climb into the bed to wrap cover herself with a quilt.
She looked up to find that Yaotang
had turned around, ‘When did you turn around? I didn’t say you could. Why would
you turn around?’ She hadn’t expected the ice-man to have such a hobby.
A blush of embarrassment stole over
her face; realised not only was she exposed as a woman. He had seen everything.
The whole loss was extreme.
‘You followed me!’ she said with an
accusatory glare. And like a pervert he was spying on her from the roof.
‘Are you Pei Shaoqing?’ he asked, ignoring
her contempt, he only wanted to know the root of the matter.
‘Of course I am!’ she replied with
a look of disdain, ‘I was raised as a boy. As for the reason…’ she shot him
another dirty look, ‘you should guess without me having to explain.’
Yaotang could probably guess why
the first Lady did this; nothing more than retaining the status and the wealth
of the family, but he really could not believe that Pei Shaoqing was actually a
woman.
This made him feel awkward, and he
did not know how to respond to this.
Taking in Yaotang’s look of horror,
she ground her teeth, anger still coursed through her, ‘You were following me?’
‘Who told you to sneak out in the
middle of the night…’
‘That doesn’t mean you have the
right to follow me! And then peek at me taking a bath!’ she screamed back at
him, interrupting him. ‘To actually peek at a man taking a shower, Qin Yaotang,
you are a pervert!’ (Zuben: How the hell did he know which room she was going to be in? Magic Martial Arts?!)
Yaotang did not understand what
being a pervert was, but he subconsciously replied, ‘But you’re not a man…’
(Zuben: Ya didn’t know until you saw. And why doesn’t anybody know what a
pervert is in this dynasty?)
Her angry eyes took him aback, and
he had a touch of embarrassment.
Pei Shaoqing was a woman. He had
seen her body. Not only that, while sleeping at the inn, they had shared the
same bed...Yaotang suddenly had a headache.
How were they going to explain
this? To pretend that nothing had happened did not conform to his personality;
even if he hadn’t known that Shaoqing was a woman, he had taken advantage of
her,
‘I will take responsibility…’ he
finally spat after a long time.
‘Huh?’ Responsibility? What was he
being responsible for? Miaofu blinked as she watched him recover his
indifference, like the decision has been made.
‘We will return to Uncle Pei.’
‘Hold on!’ Miaofu called, something
was really wrong here, ‘what are you planning on telling him? That I am a
woman?’
‘Yes.’ he said with a nod, ‘I saw
your naked body and slept with you in the same bed.’
She suddenly had a bad feeling,
‘Hold on a minute,’ she said her voice had a little tremor in it, ‘When you
talk about responsibility, do you mean marrying me?’
‘Yes.’
‘I don’t want to!’ she shouted in
horror, and jumped up, ‘I don’t want to marry you! Go die!’
She was not crazy or stupid, why
would she want to marry him?
The fierce refusal surprised
Yaotang, her dislike was too obvious; even if he didn’t want to marry her, to
be so directly rejected was a bit of a blow.
‘And, isn’t Die-er your fiancée? Do
you want to abandon her? Oh! So, you want to enjoy the happiness of two wives?’
She said with a despicable glare, ‘you like to behave as though you’re above us all with
your lofty attitude, but in the end you’re just a shameless pervert.’
Yaotang’s head throbbed slightly.
Anyone who was insulted this way would not be indifferent. His black eyes
flashed at the stared at the savage Shaoqing.
‘Don’t you like me?’ (Zuben: OMG I
can’t believe he actually went there)
‘What? Who likes you?’ How could
someone be so narcissistic?
Turning a blind eye to the roll of
her eyes, he said quietly, ‘I remember that Shaoqing liked me.’
‘That’s Shaoqing and not…’ Miaofu
stopped herself in time. Her heart thumped, she had almost spilled the beans.
Avoiding the black eyes, she said, ‘That was the Shaoqing before the fall.
After the accident, I let it go.’
She turned back to him with her
eyes hard and her chin raised,
‘Qin Yaotang, I no longer have
feelings for you. I advise you not be so damned arrogant.’
‘I would not have expected falling
off a horse could make a person clever, but your speech has also gotten
sharper.’ and her insults were very smooth, without any dirty words.
‘Yes,’ she smiled in agreement, ‘It
had turned out to be a good thing to have fallen off the horse.’
Yaotang knelt on the bed and leaned
towards her.
Seeing him come close, Miaofu
leaned back, ‘What are you doing?’ she asked; he wouldn’t be trying to get back
at her would he?
He reached out and grabbed her
chin, leaning closer to her, he stroked her face. Miaofu wanted to get free,
but she could not compete with his strength.
She could only blink, hold down the
fear inside and glared at him.
If he wanted to beat her, she would
kill him.
Seeing the intent in her eyes,
Yaotang stroked her lips, ‘If this face wasn’t exactly the same as Shaoqing, I
really would think you would have thought you were another person.’ The change
of mannerism was too much, though he had doubts, he could not find a flaw.
‘Why? Because, Shaoqing’s love for
you is gone, your ego is bruised?’ She knew it was best not to provoke him at
this moment, but Miaofu could not control her mouth.
In the face of her taunt, Yaotang
was not angry. He just wanted to know. He raised an eyebrow, ‘Why do you call
yourself Pei Shaoqing?’
Hmm…?
‘Because I was born after the
resurrection of Pei Shaoqing, the former Pei Shaoqing is my past.’ she snarled.
It was a reasonable explanation but it was impossible to refute. (Zuben: huh…)
‘Is that so?’ Qin Yaotang said with
a smile.
What was he laughing at? Miaofu
wanted to shout.
He let go of her chin, and wrapped
her wet hair around his fingers, and sniffed it while staring at her. (Zuben:
Weirdo)
‘You’ve become very interesting
now.’ Very interesting! ‘I don’t believe that someone could suddenly change
their character, so…’ (Zuben: Remember you didn’t see her for four months…?)
‘So what?’
‘So don’t let me discover your
secrets, don’t let me find out you are here to harm the Pei family, or else…’
he paused and licked his lips; his face darkly handsome and compelling. (Zuben:
Writer-sifu, there are times when lip licking is appropriate. This isn't one of
them)
Miaofu skin broke out in goose-bumps.
He didn’t have to say anything, she understood what he meant. Inviting the
wrath of the emperor was not going to be a good idea.
(Zuben: The reply here should be
“ew, get off me before I slap you with a shoe”)
‘I am a member of the family, why
would I want to harm them?’ though her face was pale, her gaze was still hard
and direct, she was not cowed.
‘That’s for the best.’ he replied,
he unravelled his fingers from her hair and stroked her face.
There was a knock on the door.
‘Gōngzǐ, your meal…’
‘When you finish eating, return to
the inn.’ he whispered and left silently through the window.
After he was gone, Miaofu's body
immediately began jelly. From her fingers through to her body, she began to
tremble and could not stop.
So scary!
That surnamed Qin was as terrible
as she had suspected. She should not provoke such a person, but she knew that
she could not escape.
♢
She was staring at him.
Miaofu was sitting in a corner at
the other side of the carriage with her legs tucked under her, looking out at
the scenery through the window.
The carriage was silent except
sound of the carriage wheels on the official road.
Qin Yaotang was reading the
accounts book, occasionally sipping on is tea, behaving calmly as though
nothing had happened.
Miaofu glanced at him frowned, her brow
furrowed and her heart was full of depression. She felt like she was being
controlled in the palm of his hand, could not escape, could not hide, could
only feel soundly beaten.
This made her feel worse, but she
could not find an outlet to vent. Her heart was full of stagnating anger.
The look of resentment was too obvious;
Yaotang could not help but laugh. He glanced up to catch her eyes widen and she
quickly turned back to the window, not knowing her movement exposed her.
He smiled and spoke, ‘There are
snacks in the food box.’
She ignored him pretending she
didn’t hear him.
Yaotang did not care about her attitude;
he opened the food box letting the scent of the delicate sweet snacks fill the
carriage.
‘You barely had any breakfast, eat
it if you’re hungry. You can’t get away from a hungry stomach.’ he said and
returned to the book.
Miaofu remained silent, but the
sweet scent lured her in. Saliva filled her mouth. She had not eaten breakfast,
so she was really hungry. Looking at Qin again, he was reading his book;
thinking about it, why should she be hungry because of him, was that not a sin?
(Zuben: Should have thought about that at breakfast then)
She grabbed a piece of cake and had
a bite. The rich almond scent filled her mouth; the cake was soft and fragrant.
‘I remember you don’t dare eat
almonds.’ he suddenly said, his black eyes staring at her.
Miaofu glanced at him; she put the
remaining cake in her mouth and chewed it. Once she was done eating, she raised
an eyebrow and asked,
‘When did Qin Dàgē, who never even
looked at me, know what I liked or didn’t dare eat?’
‘Touché,’ he said, although he
didn’t feel contrite. Instead he reached out and wiped the crumbs from her
mouth and licked it.
‘It tastes good.’ he remarked and
returned to his reading.
Miaofu was shocked by his action,
especially when he licked the cake off his fingertips, her heart trembled
inexplicably.
She tried to keep her expression
calm, but her mind could not be indifferent. Her brain was ringing an alarm at
his intimate behaviour. It was difficult to retain a calm mind.
Isn’t this something sweethearts
do? And was Qin Yaotang the kind of person who would be this gentle?
But he had!
She could still feel the heat of
his fingers on her lips, the heat spread making her ears pink.
Realising her panic, Miaofu quickly
tried to converge her impetuous mind.
This must be a trick, he wanted her
confused. It must be.
Miaofu, don’t read anything into
it.
Clenching her fists, she warned
herself not to get flustered whatever he did. She did not realise a pair of
black eyes were watching her.
A deep light flashed, and those
good looking lips gave a secret smile.
Apologies for any seemingly glaring typos. I know they are there...lurking.
Yeah.. QY is behaving like a pervert toward PS. Why sudden change of feelings by QY? Thanks
ReplyDeleteExposed and being leasurely toyed with mentally.What will happen? Will he take advantage of her? Or hide the lie?
ReplyDeleteThank you for the chapter.
I don't understand his sudden and drastic change. Why had the cool suave Qin suddenly turned into a player, pervert ?
ReplyDeleteYes well, It makes me feel like I'm missing something, but all I can get is that he finds the new version "interesting".
DeleteAh I don't like him :( I would punch/kick anyone that wold dare to act like that around me!!
DeleteCalm down bro, you are not that great....
I think he secretly a sadistic
DeleteMaybe he like his little brother? Now he like her more because he found out that his little brother is she 😉 Thank you for the chapters, Zuben san.hugs.
ReplyDeleteVirtual Hugs! I also wondered that but, he's never "put little brother in his eye", so...maybe we'll find out as we read more.
DeleteI think his sudden change in like her has to do with money. He worked so hard for the Pei family fortune, I don't think he'd just magnanimously give it up to someone he spent years ignoring. I think him finding out she is a girl will give him an excuse to marry her for the Pei family fortune.
ReplyDeleteIt would make sense wouldn't it?
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ReplyDeleteSoooo Shaoqing's sudden change was caused by a "fall from a horse" , while Yaotang/Yaoting's sudden change was caused by... the sight of boobs??? Hahahahahaha
ugh so he's that kinda person who would ignore people who love him but as soon as they moved on would chase after then & act like a pervert? ewwww
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