Warm Cold Palace:
In the middle of the night, Jiang
Chuwei woke up with a start.
Her sleepy eyes looked round to find
a figure in white standing outside the canopy of her bed. She was shocked and her sleepiness vanished instantly.
Looking at the figure, she said
nothing, just bit her nails on one hand nervously while holding her belly with her other
hand.
After a while, she heard a faint
sigh and the figure approached the bed. Her heart began to thud in her chest.
The canopy opened and the mattress dented; she saw him. For some reason, her
eyes and nose stung and she felt like she wanted to cry.
Oh! How she hated pregnancy; it
made her so vulnerable.
Holding back her tears, she watched him silently. He also said nothing. Neither of them
moved. They just stared at each other in the dark.
After what seemed like a long time,
a warm palm covered hers over her rounded belly. She trembled and quickly
pulled back her hand. But his did not leave; he pulled away her thin night coat
and gently stroked her belly.
She could hear her heartbeat in the
deep silence, and she believed he could hear it too. But the baby inside her
seemed to sense her nervousness, and kicked.
His hand paused; the strange kick
had been felt. Xiahou’s heart was filled with inexplicable excitement.
He was unable to let go of this
woman and his child. But it was so helpless.
He sighed in the bottom of his
heart and looked up at her. She was awake, but she refused to speak to him. Was
she angry that he had shut her away?
Still angry he refused to let go of
her?
He leaned close to her.
Chuwei held her breath and closed
her eyes. She felt a soft kiss on her lips. His warm tongue gently probed,
opened her mouth and slipped in.
He kissed her softly, coaxing her
tenderly making her heart thump.
His familiar body covered hers,
careful not to press down on her. He opened the top of her night coat and
quietly held her small soft tender breast.
She hadn’t worn a dudou. Pregnancy
not only made her flat chest bigger, it also made the nipples sensitive and
painful. So she slept wearing a thin night robe.
His hot humid mouth covered the
tender breast, the tip of his tongue licked the tip of her nipple and swirled
around it. The hardened nipples were quickly suckled.
He held both breasts together and
licked them in one, his sharp teeth grazed against her sensitive nipples. In
the dark, she could hear the lewd sounds his lips and tongue were making.
Chuwei bit her lower lip trying to
resist the coming pleasure. But his hand held her small mouth preventing her
from holding back her mewls,
‘Ahnn…’ a lusty groan leaked out
and the apex of her legs stirred, she could feel a touch of wetness flow out of
her.
Her nipples were released from his
lips and tongue, they glistened in the dim light. He caressed down her body,
and the tip of his tongue gently licked her round belly. He pulled off her
white drawers and lifted her legs placing them on his wide shoulders.
His warm tongue lapped at her
petals with gentle movements, like he was caring for the most delicate flower,
sliding over the quivering flesh and carefully opening the pink wrinkles to
reveal the beautiful nucleus.
His long fingers stroked her fleshy
petals and slowly plunged into her flower hole. The tight flesh nervously
swallowed him, then tightly sucked him in, not letting him retreat. His hot
tongue kept at licking her petals, and his buried fingers twitched back and
forth. The mouth of her flower relaxed slightly, and his tongue plunged, gently
playing with her.
‘Ah...~’ Chuwei arched her back,
her legs tensed due to the sexual excitement. Her pregnancy had made her body
more sensitive and emotional. After a while, the love juices stirred by his
fingers mixed with his saliva, soaked her legs.
He sipped and drank her. His sucked
on her deeper, his long fingers stirred her insides more quickly. His tongue
squeezed into the flower hole, and it was drawn in by her inner muscles.
‘Ah~ don’t…’ she tried to protest,
but her hips were firmly held down. She gripped the bedsheet as her body jolted
a few times before she had no choice to climax.
Xiahou took out his fingers, and
the sweet love juice immediately poured out. The tightened flower bud was like
a juicy peach, and she smelled sweet.
Chuwei gasped for air as her legs
were lowered and her clothes were ripped off.
He pulled her so she was kneeling
in front of him with her lips against his thick length, he did not force her to
open her mouth, he just gently caressed her hair.
He was waiting.
He didn’t have to wait long. Her warm
mouth gently covered the top and a soft hand held him while the other stroked
the soft pouch underneath.
Her moist tongue licked the hot and
burly phallus, then she filled her small mouth with him. Listening to his sexy
sighs, she drew him deeper.
Her small hand caressed his fragile
pouch; the strength of her touch was moderate. His reaction to it let her know
he liked it, and made her feel empowered.
She sucked around the tip and felt
him tremble. She smiled smugly, the tip of her tongue wet the head leaving it
glistening.
As she teased his desire, her flower petals
became wet and stirred, eager to be filled and enriched.
She rose and sat over him. Her
small hand still caressed him, holding him up. She widened her legs and held
him against her wet meat flaps. She sat slowly opening up her tightly closed
folds and stretching out the delicate flesh.
‘Ah~’ she sighed with pleasure as
she let him enter her completely burying him deeply within her.
Xiahou let her move by herself
watching her with fiery eyes. As his big manhood entered her tight love tunnel,
it got excited and thickened.
She bit her lower lip and wrapped
her arms around him. She lifted her round buttocks up and down seeking a
pleasurable rhythm.
Her spring tide coated his pelvis
making it glisten. Her pressed her round hips against him, moving gently. Her
body was still in the afterglow of her climax so she became weak and soft on
him after a few ups and downs. Her face was pressed against his neck, and she
sighed.
He stroked her sides; his desire
was still tumescent buried deeply and tightly in her flower hole. He enjoyed
the squeeze of her inner muscles.
‘Can’t you?’ he teased as he lifted
her powder soft jaw and kissed her small mouth. He thrust his narrow hips up
eliciting a charming moan.
He did not stop, his fiery manhood
continued to prick her, hitting the heart of her flower hole. The tip of his
tongue stirred in the sweetness of her mouth. Saliva ran out of their mouths
making a slick sound.
He turned her over so he was behind
her, still gently protecting her belly. He lifted her leg up and suddenly
entered her.
Her intimate muscles tightened hard
at his attack, his desire was pulled in deeper. He was strongly sucked in again
and again. His fiery head rubbed the tender flesh and more fluid was stirred
up. In the darkness of the night, it was more exciting more exciting for the
two.
‘Oh~ ah~’ her orgasms came wave
after wave. She was forced to cry out unable to withstand his violent demand.
She hugged her stomach, because he
was so fierce worried that there would be an accident, but her inner walls
tightened because of tension and her body was more sensitive to his heat.
He did not slow down, he thrust
deeper more violently, like he was trying to absorb her not letting her free.
How could he not be enough for her?
The more she cried, the more she was afraid, the more wildly he thrust into
her. She wanted to collapse under his onslaught.
It was only when they were like
this that he could have the feeling that she belonged to him.
He grabbed her head and covered her
crying little mouth, eagerly swallowing her breath, and his burning meatstick
continued to squeeze into the heart of her as if to completely destroy her.
(Zuben: I wonder what does it matter if a mouth is little or big, the kiss is
the same, is it not? Or is this another standard of sexually attractive beauty
thing?)
She was better off being driven to
madness by him, so that she would not want to go anywhere…
‘Oh~’ she moaned after he kissed
her breathless. The pleasure invading her ming. Her body was tight and giving
her a sense of falling to her death.
Just as she couldn’t breathe, he
let go of her mouth. She gasped for air. He gave a final thrust deep into her.
Her vision went dark as she felt his burning liquid being poured into her. She
she could not help but tremble and black out.
He still held her with her back
against his sweaty chest. He held clasped her hand that was held over her
belly.
Chuwei slowly roused. She was only
out for about a minute and she realised he was still inside her, and she was
held with her back against his chest; she could feel his heartbeat gently
across her skin. She looked down and both their hands covered her belly as
though to protect their baby.
For a moment, she thought, she
should let go and hold on to him for her lifetime…
But it was only for a moment, the
next moment reason ruled and she did not forget her resolution. Biting her lip,
she closed her eyes and said,
‘Let me leave after giving birth to
the child.’ She knew she could not take her child with her, so she would just
treat it as a deal: Her child for her freedom.
She wasn’t sure he would promise
her. He could keep her shut away for her life. If he wanted her to hate him, he
could.
After a long pause, she heard his
reply; low, hoarse but firm.
‘Very well, I promise you.’
In the next few months her small
belly suddenly grew, almost overtaking her small body. Chuwei was afraid for
herself. She had eaten a lot in the past few months, her food intake had become
very good. In the final months of her pregnancy; she was hungry every hour.
She suddenly had a meat craving;
every meal must have meat in it. Whether it was oily garlic roast chicken or
soft and tender boiled red jujube chicken, she loved it. She also wanted for
chicken fried in flour; which she felt very satisfied to eat.
In addition, she loved sweet
pastries. She ate sweet scented osmanthus cake, hibiscus cake, candies and
gingko tofu soup.
Her mouth did not stop consuming
food. Whatever she wanted to eat, they would make. In the evening, a servant
will come to her room and give her snacks.
She was still confined to the cold
palace, but her bedding was replaced with silk and feather stuffed quilt. Her
skin was currently too delicate for anything coarse. Her normal clothes were
thrown away and she was given light but soft thin clothing. She did not know
what the fabric was but the clothes were very comfortable to wear.
That person stayed with her at
night. When she was hungry, he would feed her, and once she had had enough to
eat and drink, he would have his fill of her.
His loving was still fierce, she
was always forced to cry for mercy, but she also enjoyed the pleasure he gave
her.
As her stomach grew larger, she
could not withstand too much bed exercise; she didn’t allow him to have her
again. But sometimes he really wanted and she would acquiesce and satisfy him
with her hands and mouth.
Well, she admitted that watching him
surrender under her teasing made her full of happiness. To be able to control
the weakness of a proud man was very satisfying.
She was still wilful, and she got
emotional, she lost her temper and even cried. But she did not want to act like
a child. In the face of her emotions, Xiahou was always gentle; he would coax
and cajole her, even when she bit or kicked him, he did not fight back.
Sometimes, when she was too
inflamed, he simply kissed her and made her melt in his arms.
The eyes that looked at her were
always deep, making her heart race so she would try to escape, speaking of
light topics to avoid the topic they both wanted to avoid.
Sometimes under his painful
pampering, she thought about not leaving, but she did not let the thought settle. She had been determined from the
start she would not stay in this palace; she would not let herself become a
pitiful woman waiting for his favour.
Even if he was good to her now, it
could only result in hurt. She could not believe in the love of an Emperor when
there were many beautiful women around him. And she was a not a beautiful woman
either.
She was not self confident; she
only understood too much.
Even if she obeyed her heart, she
felt she would regret it one day soon. And if she lost her love at that time,
she did not know what she would become.
With her personality, it was not
impossible to imagine she would crash and burn.
That would be horrific. She did not
want to be like that. Maybe it was cowardly? But she chose to escape.
With a hand bracing her waist, she
stroked her big belly and walked slowly. Xiahou walked next to her with his arm
around her waist.
Today, she felt like her stomach
was so heavy, she could not stand the discomfort. She asked him to walk her to
the garden.
He put on soft coats on her, making
sure she was warmly and snugly dressed so that she would not be chilled by the
wind, and then led her out; keeping with her, walking slowly.
‘Are you alright?’ Xiahou asked
poking her now rounded cheeks. After eating so much the last few months, her
skinny limbs had meat on them, but she still looked slender. It was because her
stomach was too big. He was afraid for her.
It had been too small to see a few
months ago, and then all of a sudden she expanded so much, he was worried about
how she would give birth.
Chuwei shook her head; her stomach
felt so heavy, and a little painful. Would the birth be difficult? She could
not help but be nervous.
‘Would you like to go back inside?’
he asked, seeing her face change to a pained expression. Xiahou was about to
turn her back to her rooms, when she screamed.
‘What…’ he blinked in surprise and
looked down, her skirts were dripping with water and the ground beneath her was
wet.
Chuwei gripped his hand, afraid her
feet could not hold her. She cried out in a panic, ‘Hurry! Hurry! The baby is
coming!’
Xiahou sprung into action and
lifted her. He shouted, ‘Yongfu! Quick, get the midwife, the Empress is about to
give birth!’
She screamed; her body was in a
haze of pain.
Chuwei was drenched in sweat; her
hair was stuck to her face. The pain made her pale. Her legs were held up like
frog legs and widely parted. Blood kept gushing out.
‘Niangniang, push harder.’ the old
maid who had been looking after her was a midwife as well. She used a hot towel
to help her wipe her sweat. Afraid she was using up her strength screaming, she
gave Chuwei the towel to bite into.
Chuwei gritted her teeth, shut her
eyes and pushed hard, but the heaviness underneath her was not shifting, she
wanted to go crazy.
‘Your Majesty! You can’t go in
there, Your Majesty!’
She didn’t know how long it had
been, she was so groggy she almost passed out.
The towel in her mouth was suddenly
taken away. She opened her eyes to see Xiahou coming to sit beside her, making
her rest on his lap and put his arm to her mouth.
‘Didn’t you always want to bite
me?’ he asked as he stroked her sweaty hair, his tone was dull.
Chuwei eyed him. There was another
wave of pain underneath her body so she grabbed his arm and bit into it.
Xiahou’s skin did not change colour
even though she bit in deep and her fingers dug in. He did not pull his arm
back.
‘Good, push harder.’ he said gently
encouraging her.
She bit all the pain into his flesh
and concentrated on squeezing her child out.
‘Good! Good! I can see the head,’
the midwife shouted happily, ‘Niangniang, just a little more force and the baby
will be out.’
Tears came out of Chuwei’s eyes.
This damned man. If it wasn’t for him, she would not be hurting so much. She
didn’t want to have a child like this; without a doctor or nurse or advanced
medical equipment! There was only one servant to help her deliver. Kao! It
would be a miracle if the child was born safely.
The anger made her work harder, and
she felt like all of her insides were being squeezed out as she pushed. Her
fingers were white with tension, when suddenly, it was over and she heard the
small cry of her baby just as she was about to faint.
‘He’s out! Congratulations to the
Emperor; your child is a Prince.’
Her baby was a boy…
She was so tired she released his
arm from her mouth; the part that she had bitten was bloodshot.
She vision was unfocused but she
watched the midwife clean and swaddle the baby. Tears fell from her eyes...her
baby. That was her baby.
She wanted to see him.
‘Let me look at him…’
‘Take the child out of here.’
Xiahou ordered.
Chuwei was instinctively annoyed,
‘Why…’ she was silenced by the cold look in his eyes.
She thought of their deal, he kept
the child in exchange for her freedom.
But…she saw they were about to take
the baby away, she could not help but be agitated, ‘You’re not allowed to
leave! Let me see him, Xiahou, I just want to take a look at him.’ she really
wanted to see him if only for a little bit.
The midwife hesitated and turned to
the Emperor.
‘Leave.’ he said coldly.
The midwife did not hesitate and
rushed out of the room with the baby.
‘No!’ she cried. She tried to get
up but she could not move. She was so anxious she wanted to cry, ‘Let me see
him, let me…’
She could not finish her words; the
body that just gave birth was still very weak. The excitement made her even
more exhausted, and she fell back on the bed.
Tears slipped down her cheeks,
Xiahou reached out and caught a tear watching her with his bottomless black
eyes.
She wanted to leave; he will let
her go…
He leaned down and kissed her dry
lips. He kissed her deeply pouring his love into it, as it would be the
last time. (Zuben: Maybe if he told her he loved her, it would not) After a long time, caressing her still tearful eyes, he gently whispered
'Wei Wei, you are free.'
What is he planning? How awful not to have let her see her son! She might fall in love with her baby and choose to stay
ReplyDeleteWhat the heck!! Wahh this chapter made me cry a little at the end. Empress what are you gonna do? FREEDOM or LOVE ? Thanks for the update ♥️
ReplyDeleteVery well translated. Thanks for keeping it up.
ReplyDeleteUghh 3rd time reading this. Why can’t both of you stop being STUBBORN?! Just let it go. Let both of your feelings flow! The last part was really breaking my heart ������
ReplyDeleteEven he told her that he loved,she wouldn't believe it & just felt it would be for temporary before he's with another women.. Sigh..
ReplyDeleteI just find out about this novel TODAY. No stopping, kept reading. I love it! Please, more.
ReplyDeleteHe's not planning to kill her is be??
Haha! It's not that kind of novel! >.<'
DeleteThat's what I got from the last line. Some men are like this, if I can't have you, no one else can. What can else can he do. If he truely loves her, of course he'll let her go. We got 3 more chapters. The suspense is killing me.
DeleteWhere is the next chapter. I .going crazy. 5th time rereading
ReplyDeleteBoth of them are not honest. It's kinda sad.
ReplyDeleteI have a question, I went ahead and read the raws to finish the novel. I've noticed that in the google translated version for this raw, it seems that there were a few sentence ommitted from the translation. I think he said something like, "you are free." after he kissed after she passed out. is there a reason why this wasn't included? I'm just curious.
ReplyDeleteNo idea. Went to check and added. Thanks for the heads up.
DeleteA single word to summarize this story: Beautiful.(oh excluding the R-18 scene -////-
ReplyDeleteErg the onion fairy got me on this one! Rare for me to have the onion fairy visit. *heart twinge* this author is good
ReplyDeleteI think i understand the emperor's position as well. He is an emperor, he is not used to courting and confessing love. His only form of love is what an emperor would do- favour unconditionally, indulge her and pamper her. He was patient and caring but then he had a limit. She never confessed herself too. So how would he be sure. Andd when he saw that she so much wanted freedom, he let her go. What more great love than letting go? He knows if she sees the kid she will be swayed by emotions. That's why he didnt let her see so that she would be completely free of any bondage. Even if it's motherly duties, he doesn't bind her.
ReplyDeletethe emperor is a fool for not talking, sure. but it's very heartwarming and heartbreaking at the same time, to see him trying to set her free in his own way
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