Conflicted Hearts
‘Ah~’ a repressed moan came from
the bed.
In the darkness, Jiang Chuwei bit
her finger. Her eyes were squeezed shut and she was panting. Her legs were
parted and a large body was between them. His head was up against her centre
teasing her soft flesh petals with his lips and tongue.
She didn’t understand, wasn’t the
man between her legs supposed to be staying in Qingling palace tonight? Why was
he in her room? Climbing into her bed while she slept? (Zuben: No one will do but
you?)
Xiahou Yin did not understand it
himself. He clearly was intending to eat dinner and spend the night at Qingling
Palace. Qing Fei waited on him while he bathed. Then she undressed and looked
at him.
Everything was fine, but he was
absent minded.
The beautiful body that had always
evoked his desire suddenly did not attract him. Before the temptation of Qing
Fei, he was unmoved.
In his mind’s eye, an ordinary face
appeared. Not beautiful at all. A proud un-gentle gaze. The figure was not
curvateous. But he could only think about her.
It was hell. Xiahou Yin kissed Qing
Fei, but he was soon bored. He could only compare Ong Fei’s kisses to the
fierce kissing of that woman. Just an exquisite touch of her tongue to his, so
very seductive, could inflame him easily.
Damn it!
He broke off the kiss hastily much
to Qing Fei’s surprise and told her he had a matter to attend to for a short
while and quickly left Qingling Palace.
His steps unconsciously brought him
to Fengyi Palace. He saw the woman who made him feel uneasy sleeping peacefully
without care.
She was unaffected, she ate well,
she slept well; in contrast, he was like a fool.
He almost shouted at her in anger,
he ripped her night clothes off waking her. Her first sentence was,
‘Xiahou, how come you’re here?’
Why was he there? He would also
like to know. He felt crazy.
The guileless expression on her
face made him angry. Why was she so calm when all he could think about was her?
He kissed her little mouth angrily,
not wanting to hear what she had to say. He caressed her body - teasing her,
wanting to prove something.
He parted her legs and buried his
face her moist centre. His hot tongue lapped at the fine velvet and passed down
to the fleshy petals below.
As an Emperor, he had never done
this to any of the Imperial concubines, they usually served him and catered to
his desires. He had never needed to do such a thing.
But with Jiang Chuwei, it was not
the same. He liked to explore her sensitive body, to tease her with his fingers
and his tongue, to make her writhe and moan. Her pleasure gave him a sense of
conquest. It was only in these moments, did he feel she belonged to him.
Only then did he feel like he could
hold on to her.
He latched onto the tender flesh;
the entrance of her flower was damp under his ministrations. He sucked hard, he
could see her chest make in excited bounce. Her moan was broken.
Her reactions gratified him. He
pushed his fingers into her vagina and the warm slick flesh tightened around
him and his long fingers were drawn in deep.
He sucked on her engorged pearl,
grazing it with his teeth as his fingers curled inside her tender hole
constantly sensitising her.
‘Don’t…’ she cried was her body
arched and tears fell from her eyes. She bit her finger weakly to keep from
moaning, ‘Don’t touch me there…’
This sensitive body could not
withstand a little teasing, but he continued to attack her most sensitive
place.
‘But you’re swallowing my fingers
here,’ he said as his fingers moved in and out of her tender meat feeling the
provocative flesh. He licked her petals and drew more nectar from her, ‘you
obviously like it...you’re so excited.’
His long fingers pumped her and her
sweet honey was stirred up.
He licked her core and sipped some
of her dew. He drew his finger out of her and covered her with his body. He put
his fingers in her mouth and fed her own dew to her.
This metamorphosis! (Zuben: I have
never understood the use of this word)
She stared angrily at him but her
mouth was filled with the provocative flavour of her juices. This pervert
always played with her body just to see her lose control for fun.
His finger went back between her
legs still teasing her, his thumb was pressed against her love pearl and the
love juice was flowing out dampening the bedding beneath her.
Her lips were covered with his and
his breath tickled her. His teeth grazed against her soft lips. His black eyes
were filled with lust as he said lewdly, ‘Wei, you can bite me with both your
mouths.’ His finger stirred inside her love hole.
‘Ah~’ Chuwei moaned and her body
arched. Her tender meat tightened clamping around his long fingers and she was
instantly lost to the wave of climax.
He stared in admiration at her
expression when she came; it was so charming. Her ordinary face became
beautiful and attractive in this moment. She fascinated him.
He pulled out his finger now that
she had relaxed around him. Her sweet dew flowed. The fleshy petals were
slightly parted, revealing the beauty of her. He lifted her right leg onto his
shoulder and put his hard manhood against her vagina. With his strong and
narrow hips, he thrust into her.
The tender flesh that was still in
the throes of a climax got excited by the sudden fulfilment. The walls clamped
around him strongly. His strong body hummed with tension because of the pleasure.
He pulled out and forcefully thrust into her.
She was moaning because of him. Her
petite body trembled beneath him. Her tight flower hole deeply absorbed him. He
stared into her eyes and he was reflected in them.
Yes, her body was his and there was
only him in her eyes.
Xiahou was satisfied. He pulled her
up and turned so she was riding him. This position made him go deeper and her
vagina tightened around him.
‘Oh~ Xiahou~...’ she cried and she
bit her lip to stop herself. She grabbed his shoulder. His hand held her waist
as he continued to slam up into her.
She was almost blown away by him.
His burning manhood went deep. His black eyes stared at her as though he wanted
to master her soul.
Her heart leapt in her chest.
(Zuben: It isn’t leaping already?) She could not understand why he wanted her
like this.
Xiahou pulled her in for a kiss,
‘Wei…’ whispered gently, like the heat in her body wanting to consume her.
She panicked, she wanted to
retreat, but his hand held her fast. His tongue plundering her mouth deeply.
This woman made him lose his cool.
It shouldn’t be like this; she was just a novelty toy. He should not care so
much.
But...he couldn’t seem to control
himself.
Was this a man’s self esteem? The
more she was dismissive, the more he cared. The more she saw him as nothing,
the more she delved into his heart.
Her presence was out of his default
and she occupied his mind. But only he was affected, she was still free. Her
freedom was hateful. Her need for freedom made him want to tear her down and
bind her tightly.
Whether it was the need to possess
her or something else, Xiahou only knew he could not lose her.
‘Wei…’He called again before
kissing her deeply watching her gradually sink under his kiss and her love hole
around him got even wetter. He smiled.
He turned her over again, so her
legs were up against her shoulders. He filled her fiercely, making her moan and
sob in pleasure beneath him.
Since he could not enter her heart,
he would not let her go!
Whether she wanted to or not, he
will not let her go. He would make her stay with him forever - never want to
leave. (Zuben: Yandere in the making?)
‘Wei Wei...’
‘Ah…’ she moaned as he was getting
deeper and deeper like he wanted to absorb her into himself. Chuwei trembled
from too much pleasure. Her flower hole was twitching, she could hardly bear
the pleasure, she cried out, ‘Don’t…’
Her mewl of mercy was swallowed by
him. His fiery tongue enveloped hers. As he kissed her he fucked her more
violently than before.
‘Wei Wei…’
She was his!
♛
Chuwei felt like her waist was
broken.
Not only her waist but her muscles
and bones were sore like she had been split into several pieces and put back
together. She could not get out of bed.
Xiahou that metamorphosis went
crazy last night. His actions were rude and arrogant, taking her like a sex
doll, so savage in his possession.
Her body was full of evidence of
his enthusiasm; bite marks, hickeys. Although with her skin tone you really
couldn’t see the hickeys, but the bites were obvious. Staring at the bruises on
her wrist, Chuwei wanted to kill him.
She could not understand it. She
hadn’t provoked him, so why was he venting his anger on her? Besides, wasn’t he
supposed to be staying at Qingling Palace? Why was he climbing into her bed in
the middle of the night?
Did Qing Fei not satisfy him? Or
had he developed a special taste for Su Xiurong’s dry body? (Zuben: But, it is
no longer Su Xiurong’s body, it is now yours. The magical sexy body isn’t
coming back) But how could that be? If she was a man she would certainly choose
Qing Fei. She had everything; full bust,
narrow waist and pert high buttocks. She was also a beautiful woman. If anyone
had eyes in their head, they would choose Qing Fei.
As for Su Xiurong...ai! With her
face and dry flat green bean body, Chuwei had completely “cut heart”!
Was it that Qing Fei her was angry
with? This is strange; when there is a debt, there is a loaner. If Qing Fei
provoked him, why didn’t he go and find her to settle accounts. Why did he come
to her? Did she feel good to bully and pressurise? (Zuben: Yes…)
Thinking of Xiahou’s pressure, it
was very good. Chuwei was very uncomfortable.
Mental case! He was the one that
wanted to go to Qingling Palace. Although, when he said he was going to be
spending the night at Qingling, Chuwei had to admit to herself that she hadn’t
been happy. But she was only a Mimi - she did not stop him.
If he wanted to go to other palaces
to die, it was his business. It was best that that pervert did not entangle
with her; because of him her days were not calm. When the concubines came to do
the due diligence and greet her, they just came to attack her. This group of
women taking advantage of Su Xiurong’s timid personality did not take her
position seriously. On the surface they were respectful, but their words were
full of gunshots and stones. So sour!
But to Chuwei, these women were
like clowns. She listened to their sour words with a smile on her face, she
wasn’t hurt. As a person who was protected, what would she be upset about?
Chuwei was used to jealous people since she was young.
It was just that these women and
their monkey show were getting tiresome, they could only think of so many insults
so they were always repeating themselves. Zero creativity! It had begun to
annoy her.
Was it because they were envious of
Xiahou coming to her? If they want him, they could have him. Keep that coloured
embryo from coming to drive her crazy.
She massaged her arm. She was so
sore she didn’t want to move. If that Xiahou Yin comes over tonight and dares
to touch her again, she will kick him out. (Zuben: Hmmhm?)
Just you wait, she would bite him
first out of spite! (Zuben: Sure sure)
Because of him, she was lying in
bed like a loser. She was holding a new pillow; it was very soft. Chuwei liked to
hold soft things while she slept and at night, she usually held Xiahou. But
when he left her bed early in the morning, he would force this soft pillow
into her arms, so she could continue to sleep.
This pillow had been made especially for
her by Xiahou. It was stuffed with sun dried tea, so she could smell a faint
fragrance of tea when she held it. Chuwei liked it very much.
She buried her face into the soft
pillow. She wasn’t conscious of the fact that she was being pampered by him,
she just wanted to retaliate and toss over that stupid guy.
‘Niangniang!’ Chun Xi called,
rushing in nervously.
‘What?’ she replied drowsily. With
her soft pillow, she was beginning to feel sleepy.
‘That...Qing Fei is coming.’
‘Qing Fei?’ Chuwei was instantly
awake. She turned to look up at Chun Xi.
‘Yes, Qing Fei said she had make
some cakes and wanted to invite Niangniang to taste them.’ Chun Xi was very
nervous. Xia Xi had gone to get lunch and she had been left alone to look after
their master. Who would have predicted that Qing Fei would suddenly want to
visit? She was shocked. All the times when the other concubines have visited,
the most favoured Qing Fei would not attend.
‘Cakes?’ Was she really that
polite? She thought of that high nosed, self aggrandising woman who never even
spared her a glance; yeah right! This time she had made the cakes herself. How
hard was it to put poison in cake in this era? (Zuben: Very easy, if Chinese web historicals
are to be believed.)
Interesting…
Chuwei felt like this would be fun.
She really wanted to know that Qing Fei wanted to do, ‘Chun Xi, help me get
dressed.’ She said as she tried to get out of bed, but her aching body
protested, ‘Oh shit!’ she swore. Her body hurt so much. Xiahou, you are a dead
man!
Chuwei grit her teeth and got
dressed with Chun Xi’s help. She casually tied her hair up into a half bow. She
lay casually on the divan and covered herself with snow white fox fur. She took
some warm tea from Chun Xi and lifted her chin indicating she was ready for her
visitor.
In a short while, graceful and
noble Qing Fei entered. She was wearing a flamboyant purple dress that made her
looked very beautiful and refined. In contrast to Qing Fei, the Empress looked
bleak.
Chuwei drank her tea and did not
rise - she was the Empress, why should she welcome her? It was merely Qing Fei,
she lifted her eyes slowly.
Qing Fei smiled; it was gentle and
graceful. Chuwei also smiled and then continued to drink her tea,
Qing Fei had not expected Su
Xiurong to take this kind of attitude. Rather than rising to meet her, she had
a look of annoyance but she did not move.
‘Qing Fei pays respect to the
Empress.’ she greeted wanting to be seen understanding her place. She bowed
gracefully to Su Xiurong, but her manner was still arrogant.
‘Rise!’ Chuwei said as she put
aside her tea bowl. She rested her cheek on her hand and glared at Qing Fei.
Compared to the arrogance of Qing Fei, her attitude was sloppier, as though she did not take Qing Fei seriously.
‘I heard you made the cakes
yourself.’ Chuwei said.
Before the other concubines, she
usually was a lot more polite, but with Qing Fei - she wanted to destabilise
her. She truly had nothing to do with a certain someone leaving Qingling Palace
last night. It was just that this Qing Fei was not pleasing to the eye.
Qing Fei on her part could not help
but be surprised, was this the weak Su Xiurong? She was not afraid of her at
all. Because she now had the Emperor’s favour so her attitude has changed?
She was puzzled but it didn’t show
in her expression. She took the porcelain platter from her palace maid’s hands
and handed it to Su Xiurong,
‘This almond cake was made by Qing
Er, I want to invite the Empress to try it.’
Chuwei let Chun Xi take the
platter. She glanced at the pastry; it looked like a delicious almond crisp.
She wondered if there was dirt or spit or something more sinister in it. She
didn’t dare eat something so fishy. With this thought in her mind she smiled
and said, ‘We have troubled Qing Fei, Bengong
and the Emperor will taste your craftsmanship later.’
Hou! At that remark, she saw Qing
Fei’s expression change slightly.
‘The Emperor has been staying in
Fengyi Palace recently. The Empress must be happy to receive the favour of the
Emperor.’ Resisting the bitterness in her heart, Qing Fei’s tone was still
gentle.
‘Yes.’ Chuwei replied putting on a
shy smile. She threw back her hair to reveal the love bite on her neck, ‘But
sister must be very lonely recently?’
Chuwei stared at the other woman eagerly;
she couldn’t believe she would still be smiling after that remark.
Qing Fei gaze was drawn to the mark
on the right side of Xiurong’s neck as she listened to implication in her
words. The graceful smile on her face could no longer hold up.
Since she entered the palace, she
had received the love of the Emperor, and everyone around sucked up and
flattered her. So what if Su Xiurong was Empress? The Emperor loved her the
most.
She had thought that even though
the Emperor was being good to Xiurong lately, it was only to appease the
Dowager, soon things would return to their proper place.
Last night, when the Emperor
finally returned to Qingling Palace, she happily prepared everything to his
liking and comfort to secure his favour. But all of a sudden the Emperor left,
she could not help but feel wronged. And then she was informed by one of her
maids that the Emperor had been seen leaving Fengyi Palace that morning; it really shocked her.
She hadn’t expected that the reason
the Emperor would leave Qingling Palace was Su Xiurong. How was this possible?
How could her charms be compared to Xiurong?
She was shocked and angry; the
woman she despised had won and taken the Emperor’s favour from her. How could
she accept that? (Zuben: Gracefully…?)
So, she had decided to come to
Fengyi Palace to see for herself. On entering, she noted the tea set on the
table was rare green glazed flower porcelain. The snow-white fox fur on the
chaise longue had been presented to the Emperor by the messenger of the Yi
people in tribute to the Emperor. Through the open doors to the inner rooms,
she saw strings of precious south sea pearls and emerald agate on the dressing
table. Even the phoenix jewels in Xiurong’s hairpins were rare.
It looked as though Su Xiurong had
obtained the deep favour of the Emperor. Even she had not been so pampered.
Qing Fei stared at the ordinary
face before her, it lacked any beauty. Her skin was swarthy like charcoal.
There was nothing attractive about her compared to Qing Fei, so why did the
Emperor like such a woman? (Zuben: Her winning personality?)
In just a few months, how could the
Emperor change so much?
Ong Fei could not believe it, but
the facts were before her eyes. Yet, she could not be reconciled to it; how
could Su Xiurong compare to her?
She must regain the Emperor’s
favour.
‘Well, if the Empress can give
birth to the Emperor’s heir, it will be the blessing of us sisters, it's just…’
Qing Fei bit her lips and sighed and sighed.
What did this woman want to say? If
she was pregnant, who could it be their blessing? What did that really mean?
Chuwei did not understand what she
was getting at, but she knew Qing Fei was plotting something, yet she could not
resist asking with curiosity, ‘What are you trying to say?’
Qing Fei glared at her but it was
quickly covered up, with a slight hesitation she said softly, ‘It just that,
Empress, you haven’t fallen pregnant all these years. Not only the Ministers,
but the Empress Dowager and the Emperor must also be anxious. Qing Er wants to
ask the Empress to persuade the Dowager to change her idea?’
‘What is this idea?’ Chuwei was
still not getting it.
Qing Fei thought she must be
stupid, and she derided her coldly in her heart, but her face remained gentle,
‘The Dowager decreed that until the Empress gave birth to the first child, the
other palaces must not get pregnant. But we have not heard from you, hence, if
we want to get pregnant for the Emperor it is not clear. Qing Er boldly asks
the Empress to convince the Dowager to change her mind…’ (Zuben: How was
telling her this going to regain the Emperor’s favour?)
What?! Chuwei was stunned stupid;
the ringing in her ears deafened her to the rest of what Qing Fei said.
Until Xiurong gave birth, the
others could not? What was this? How come no one told her?
No wonder that Xiahou Yin did not
have half a child till now. It was because Xiurong had never conceived!
No, it wasn’t that Su Xiurong could
not conceive; it was that she was not in favour. Now that she was gone, the
current occupant of her body was Chuwei. This was not her life…
Chuwei froze when she thought of
what she and Xiahou have been doing these past few months; her rationality
broke. (Zuben: When your flower was accepting everytin like the Atacama desert,
you forgot that it would bloom.)
That damned git!
Xiahou Yin...she wanted to rip him
to shreds!
Chuwei raced to the Royal study,
she was so angry she refused to pretend to be Su Xiurong.
At the door, she saw Yongfu
standing in attendance.
Yongfu saw her angry face,
‘Empress, you…’ he began to say.
But she leaned closed and whispered
menacingly, ‘Get out of my way!’
Disregarding Yongfu’s look of
shock, she kicked the door and strode in.
Xiahou had heard Yongfu’s voice
before the door was rudely kicked in and Chuwei was rushing up to him.
‘Xiahou Yin!’ Chuwei was so angry
she slammed a hand on the table near the document he was reading, ‘You dared
fool me.’
‘Wei Wei, what is the matter?’ he
asked with a frown still studying the document. He did not understand what
would be making her mad. When did he fool her?
If she was angry because he did too
much last night, well that was her fault. Who taught her to make him unhappy!
‘What is the matter?’ Chuwei screamed,
‘I want to ask you, what did you do to me?! Why didn’t you tell me that you,
this arsehole, haven’t given birth to any children, not because you can’t but
because you won’t? All the concubines are taking a contraceptive soup brewed by
the doctor!’
And she hadn’t known about the
soup. She was taken by Xiahou every day, but she never drank even the residue
of the soup.
‘And only Su Xiurong could give
birth to the first child. Why didn’t you tell me about it?’ (Zuben: It never
came up?)
Xiahou finally understood. In the
face of her anger, he went calm. He raised his eyebrows and said, ‘Was it
necessary to tell you?’
Chuwei was blind with anger, she
could not believe what she had just heard, ‘What do you mean?’
Xiahou said plainly, ‘You are my
Empress.’
‘I am not!’ she replied slamming
the table, ‘You know I am not. I am not Su Xiurong, I am Jiang Chuwei.’
‘But isn’t this body is Su
Xiurong?’ he countered with a smirk, but his eyes were not smiling. Her
attitude annoyed him.
Did she not want his children? Did
she hate him so much that she wanted to escape from him?
Never! He would never allow it! She
would not defy him again and he would not let her go.
‘Jiang Chuwei, whether you want or
you don’t want it, as long as you are inside Su Xiurong, you are my Empress.’
She would never get rid of the identity.
‘You!’ Chuwei shook with rage. She
knew that what he said was the truth. This body was indeed Su Xiurong, she was
only the soul. She wanted to give up and give in...but she also did not!
What did he treat her like this?
Why?
‘Xiahou Yin! You can’t use Su
Xiurong to control me!’ she was so enraged she picked up an ink pot and threw
it at him, Xiahou dodged but his clothes were still doused in ink.
‘Jiang Chuwei, haven’t you caused
enough trouble?’ Xiahou shouted back also completely ignited. Was this because
he had been too indulgent? Letting her climb in his head completely?
‘Not yet!’ she shouted louder than
him. He thought she would be afraid of him because he was fierce?!
‘Let me tell you, I will not give
birth to a child for you. I will ask the Dowager Empress to rescind the decree.
You can find another woman to help you have a baby!’
She turned ready to head to the
Dowager’s palace, but her wrist was suddenly caught.
‘Do you dare?’ Xiahou grabbed her
and caught both her wrists in his hands. He hadn’t expected that she disliked
him so much. It made him completely irrational.
‘Why don’t you try me and see if I
dare!’ Chuwei proudly lifted her chin in defiance, and struggled to get out of
his grip.
‘Chuwei, don’t challenge me. Don’t
force me to lock you up.’ He threatened. He used force to hold her. He was so
angry he could kill her, but he was also afraid she would hurt herself
struggling against him.
Damn it! Realising he still wanted
to protect her despite all this made him annoyed; this heartless woman was
simply not worth it!
‘Why would you lock me up? Let me
go, Xiahou! Let go!’ Chuwei was so arrogant she wanted to resist him in this
moment. She did not care for anything. She didn’t want to be at his mercy. She
didn’t want to be Su Xiurong. She was Jiang Chuwei. She was not Su Xiurong!
‘Let me go! Let me go!’ she
shouted, she was about to open her mouth and bite him when her vision darkened and her tense body softened.
Xiahou was shocked at the sudden collapse,
‘Wei Wei!’ he called. He hugged her to him; her body was cold and her head was
clammy, ‘What’s wrong, Wei Wei?’
Chuwei tried to shake the dizziness
off, and tried to push him away from her, but her head was getting more and
more dizzy, she could not muster her strength.
‘Let…’ she tried to say but she
passed out.
If characters just admitted to themselves that they were in love, we would not have this much fun being frustrated with them. But do you think Chuwei's excuse is valid? She thought he was shooting blanks despite being wrong in her assumptions many times already?
I love this novel, it's so fun watch them quarrel like husband and wife, and they don't ever see that jajajaja
ReplyDeleteThanks for translate!!
Yo, I put "metamorphosis" in google translate and it called me a "变态"/"Biàntài". I believe that's a word commonly used to denounce perverts. Metamorphosis=Hentai
ReplyDeleteThanks, man. I wonder what it is about the word 'Metamorphosis' that implies pervert to the Chinese. For me, that word lives solely in Biology textbooks.
DeleteWell, since it's been a month or so...we'll soon know if he is shooting blanks.Perhaps today is that day. Qing Fei is a real waste coming to compare herself to the Empress.Although the sex has him insane, there is more to his fascination with Wei Wei. she's a woman with a brain for more than laying in the bed. But, she' really good at that too.
ReplyDeletePerhaps Qing Fei wants that rule taken away so that she would have the chance to have a child therefore bringing attention to her as the mother of the First Prince and perhaps bringing if not the Emperor's favor then respect as the only Prince's Mother and a lot of people coming to play kissy face. Which would also prompt the Emperor to give her some face for her child if he dislikes her. Like a security net, unless her child fucks up big time. That might be what she is thinking.... Does this mean I read to many of these? XD
ReplyDeleteWhat on earth did she think was the logical conclusion of snusnu? I mean you never assume it's blanks ... Lol these two. So basically she has to accept where she is and etc.
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