S Manager's Shameful Lessons 1 - 8

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 1 Triggered by a Big Failure

This might have been solved by ctrl+z

‘What am I going to do?’

Riko was stunned. She was sitting at her computer staring at the open explorer window in disbelief. Her complexion was blue and she put her hands on her head.

She turned to look out the window next to her, perhaps seeking a solution to the mess she has suddenly found herself in. It was a clear July night, the stars were twinkling and the night was cool. The loveliness of the night made her wonder, “what is this wind that blows?”

Turning back to her computer, Riko looked at the wall behind the computer where she had hung a calendar of with pictures of fluffy rabbits. The pictures usually healed Riko, but at this moment, it had no effect.

She sat back in her chair and stared at the ceiling.

Riko worked in the general affairs department of an electrical equipment company. That day she had been given a USB memory stick to complete some work by the department manager, Fujisaki-san. She hadn’t been able to finish it before closing, so she took her work home with her intending to finish at home, but now a stupid mistake had resulted in the deletion of the entire content of the memory stick. (Zuben: I’m sure there is a copy somewhere. Surely this is not the original.)

She had neglected to “safely remove” the stick before she undocked it from her computer. And the reward for her carelessness was everything was deleted. (Zuben: This has never happened to me before in my entire life, and I don’t "safely remove" jack shit, just yank it out like a savage)

Riko didn’t usually behave like this, usually, she took out the memory sticks after performing the safe removal procedures. But the only excuse she had was that she was more tired than usually. Normally this would not be an issue, data was not deleted every time you take out the stick, but there was an OS update the night before, there may have been changes she didn’t think about. (Zuben: Good lord! A proper plausible if not probable explanation? What is the world of internet smut coming to?)

In essence, it was just bad luck.

Whatever the cause, Fujisaki-san had told her to be careful with the data. It was all gone.

Riko threw herself on her bed in despair, ‘I might be fired…’

Riko really liked her job and she had good rapport with her colleagues, it would be dire if she had to find a new job and start again elsewhere.

She closed her eyes and imagined how Fujisaki would take this news. But she couldn’t imagine him getting angry. He was always so cool, did not show emotions, but she could imagine him saying in his cool even tones, “You screwed up.”

She grimaced.

Despite her dread, she decided she had to inform him right away.

She rose and found her phone and looked for his name in her contacts. She only had his number in case of emergencies.

Her finger trembled as she neared the screen. She stopped, took a deep breath to bolster herself and tapped on the call button quickly before she lost nerve.

The call was picked up right away.

‘Hello, this is Shimamura…’ she said when he answered.

‘What can I do for you?’ he said in his mechanical voice.

‘Um, that…’ her throat tightened, her head was empty, she could imagine him saying "Shimamura, explain what it is you require quickly and concisely or I will lose my patience."

So, she quickly told him what had happened.

Fujisaki said, ‘Difficult.’

But his tone of voice did not sound like he thought it was difficult at all.

Then silence went on so long, Riko almost assumed he had hung up.

But she pressed on, ‘I’m so sorry, sir! What should I do?’

‘You can ask Yamanaka-san to create the data again.’

‘Is that possible?’

‘But…’ Fujisaki continued, ‘It will be a great deal of annoyance for Yamanaka-san. And it must be reported to upper management. You will have to take responsibility for this.’ (Zuben: data did not get lost or stolen, and can be recreated. Why does upper management have to know about this, hmm, Fujisaki-san?)

Hearing his last sentence, Riko felt as though she had been sentenced to the firing squad.

While Riko was searching for her words, Fujisaki continued to speak, which was extremely rare. Usually when a conversation was interrupted, as far as she was aware, Fujisaki’s didn’t carry on. But because of the extenuating circumstances, Riko wasn’t thinking about Fujisaki’s change in demeanour.

‘As you know, I am acquainted with the President. If I let him know it was an honest mistake and bow in apology, there should be no disciplinary action taken on you.’

Riko was surprised by Fujisaki’s unexpected generosity, as she scrambled for the words to thank him, he added,

‘Of course, I have no reason to do that for you, Shimamura.’

Riko felt like she had been dropped from a dizzy height. This was Fujisaki.

Riko was depressed thinking imagining what her life was going to be like tomorrow.

‘I am deeply sorry, sir.’

There was silence on the other end of the line. This was not unusual for conversations with Fujisaki, so she said goodbye and was about to hang up when he asked her,

‘What do you want to do?’

‘As in?’

‘Did you not hear me? I can go and apologise for you…’

‘Really? But…’

‘Of course, it’s not free and it would not be cheap. Are you prepared to listen to anything I say?’

‘Yes, sir! Anything! Please…’ she responded quickly.

She could not think of a worse fate than being fired.

When she waited for him to say what he required of her, he was silent again for a few seconds. (Zuben: Is he grinning?)

‘I’ll let you know the details of what I want tomorrow. See you in the morning, Shimamura.’ And then hung up. (Zuben: The rabbit got into the trap herself)

Riko was reeling from the rapid developments, she was astounded, was he that kind? Maybe…she was very anxious. Would she be able to get through this pinch? (Zuben: dai pinchi!)

The next morning, Riko arrived at work earlier than usual and found Fujisaki at his desk looking at his phone. He had arrived even earlier than she did. (Zuben: Too excited to sleep? Couldn’t wait?)

‘Good morning, Buchō.’ Riko greeted with a slightly wobbly voice.

Fujisaki replied, but he did not even look up from his phone.

Despite feeling awkward, she got ready for her day and then approached his desk with the memory stick in hand,

‘Buchō, I am really sorry.’ She said as she executed a deep bow.

Fujisaki looked up at her and said, ‘As I said last night, if you accept my condition then you don’t have to worry about anything.’

‘What condition?’ she asked tentatively while hiding the confused mix of anxiety and hope in her heart.

‘You will be my obedient sex friend for a month.’

‘Se…sex…fr…’ Riko froze.

She thought she had heard it wrong, but Fujisaki’s expression did not change.

‘You are speaking loudly, if you don’t understand, would you like me to explain?’

‘I…understand, but-but…’

‘Do you, perhaps, have a lover or fiancé, Shimamura?

‘There is no such person…’

‘If so, you need to decide whether or not to accept this condition.’ His tone was firm but quiet.

Riko’s mind was in shock, but she understood; be his sex friend for a month. If she left it as it was, she didn’t know if she would be fired or suspended.

So, she swallowed and before she changed her mind she said, ‘I accept your condition.’

Then something more surprising occurred; Buchō’s lips curled up ever so slightly. But then it was gone like a mirage, he was back to his usual expressionless mien. (Zuben: Couldn’t hold it down, could you, buchō?)

‘We are agreed. Leave the rest to me.’

‘Oh! Thank you.’ Riko said gratefully, while looking like she had been pinched by a fox. [1]

But then Fujisaki frowned, ‘But if you show any reluctance or refusal, you’re in breach of our agreement. I will promptly report the occurrence to senior management.’

‘Yes, I will keep that in mind.’ Unable to keep up with the pace of events, she only had in her head, I have to get out of this without getting fired. She agreed.

After that, Fujisaki left and Riko was left by herself.

She remained anxious, but she thought that it had happened, she had agreed, she had no choice but to let buchō sort it out. So, she made an effort to concentrate on her work.

It looked like Fujisaki was busy, he was barely at his desk that day, and Riko was unable to know what happened with the issue. Riko was often out of the office preparing for meetings in the large conference room, so, lunchtime came without seeing Fujisaki.

For lunch, she went to her favourite restaurant with her colleague and friend, Ayano.

The moment she wasn’t concentrating on work, the anxiety rushed in and Riko was struggling but trying not to let it show.

2 Chatting with Ayano

 about the office slag.

They sat in their usual corner in the restaurant, and ordered quickly.

Bright and cheerful Ayano said, ‘Hey Riko, are you alright? You haven’t been looking well all morning.’

‘Er yeah. Well, I have a few things…’ she replied vaguely, she couldn’t tell Ayano.

‘You don’t have to say it; it’s about Tomonori!’

Tomonori Sayama was a colleague of theirs, he worked in the sales department. It was said that his work performance was pretty good, and was regarded as an excellent employee. He was good looking so he was popular with the female employees, and he and Riko had been dating up until a few months ago.

For Riko, who had never been the belle of anything since she was a student, it had been an unforgettable moment when a man like Tomonori confessed to her and asked to date her. However, they broke up within a month.

Tomonori cheated. Twice.

Riko had been able to forgive the first one, but a second incident in the same month resulted in a big argument and they broke up. (Zuben: Scum)

Riko regretted her rash decision, she had wanted to apologise, be more patient and give Tomonori another chance. Tomonori had begged for another chance, but Riko had blood in her head and did not want to hear it.

While she felt betrayal that he had been sleeping with another woman, Riko continued to feel love and attachment to her first boyfriend, Tomonori.

Now, it was too late.

She had heard rumours that Tomonori had started going out with another woman a week after their break-up. (Zuben: Super scum)

Fortunately, Riko was able to carry on as normal because they didn’t work in the same department. But she felt an ache when they ran into each other.

Though she still had him in her heart, she knew she could not get him back, she had no such charm. Even if he came back, she would worry and be anxious that he would have another affair, and things will end up the same way. (Zuben: Sensible girl)

So, when she thought of him, she was little confused.

Since she had discussed this dichotomy in her heart in an in-depth, detailed manner with Ayano. It was natural that her friend would think that she was ruminating over Tomonori-kun again when she was looking down.

This time, though, her troubles had nothing to do with him; Riko gave a vague reply.

Ayano was her best friend, she didn’t want to lie to her but she didn’t want to tell her about the situation in public either.

‘I was talking to someone in Sales, and they said Tomonori has a new girlfriend. Again! He has dated so many women in the past few months. Ah! He’s so fickle! Riko, forget about such a feckless man and find a new love.’

This was the same Ayano that used to say, “Tomonori looks so cool today.”

She said this to Ayano and Ayano gave sheepish smile, ‘Yes, I did, but that was before he dated you and I found out his true colours! A man who cheats rampantly is not a nice person. You should stop worrying about him. You looked like you were doing well lately.’

Riko smiled, ‘Thank you for your concern.’

Ayano shook her head, ‘That goes without saying. Now, what do you think of Fujisaki-buchō? I think he looks as good as Tomonori.’

Hearing Fujisaki’s name, Riko was startled.

Ayano noticed and grinned happily, ‘It seems that you agree! Let’s aim for buchō’s heart together!’ (Zuben: Japanese ladies are weird; how do you aim for someone’s heart as a group?)

‘Well, I think he looks good, but Fujisaki-buchō doesn’t have an air that lend itself to fantasising about him in that way.’ Riko said. Even after the sex-friend proposal, she still thought this way.

After all, a sex friend and a lover are two different things.

Ayano nodded, ‘I know what you mean. You never hear any rumours about him, although, that doesn’t mean anything. He may just be foreboding on the surface.’

‘Maybe.’

‘If you’re not interested in the manager, you should look for another guy! Forget Tomonori, and look for a new love seriously! Reignite the burnt wood! If you return to Tomonori, you will definitely end up in the same predicament. You should know that, Riko.’

‘True.’ Hearing that Tomonori has a new new girlfriend, Riko had no room to continue to think of a reconciliation.

Ayano grinned mischievously, ‘But buchō isn’t only cool, there is also a mysterious vibe around him. It’s very attractive.’

‘But he may be a cold person not just in work but with his lover.’

‘I think buchō is an "S". I’m a bit "M", so that would work. I’m sure Riko is the same, so you will be a good match for him.’

‘How could that be?’ Riko wasn’t sure about having an “M feeling.” But she didn’t think she was an "S" though. Though she would agree buchō was very likely an "S". However, she didn’t know much about him, she was aware that this evaluation was only based on his usual appearance and attitude.

But this discussion brought a concern she had not even dreamed of. If as Ayano suspects, that Fujisaki was an "S", then would their sex friend relationship be hard S&M play?!

Riko was not good with blood or pain. She did not like seeing people injured even in sports competitions. She really did not like the idea of hard S&M.

Of course, they had not decided when they would start, and the "S" thing was just a speculation. But the future was uncertain, and this compounded her many anxieties and concerns.

Their lunch was served and the two ladies tucked in.and their conversation moved on.

Notes:
[1] "pinched by a fox" means to be flummoxed by the situation

3 Riko Is Confused 

aren’t we all.

The afternoon went on without any change and the day finally came to an end.

Riko, looked around for Fujisaki, while waiting to go home with Ayano. Fujisaki finally returned to the office, and gave the command officially ending the work day.

Ayano rose and carried her bag, ‘Let’s go, Riko.’

As she rose hesitantly, Fujisaki came up to them,

‘Shimamura, do you have a moment?’

‘Yes…’ Riko responded nervously.

Ayano glanced from Riko to Fujisaki and back again with wide eyes, (Zuben: Sorry, she’s just swiped another hottie)

‘Well, excuse me. I’ll be off. See you tomorrow, Riko.’ Ayano said with a wink and a wave.

As Ayano left, Riko wondered what she what excuse she was going to come up with for being called by the manager.

‘See you tomorrow.’ Riko replied weakly.

Ayano left with a cheeky smile.

Eventually, all the other employees left leaving Riko and Fujisaki.

After standing silently for a while, Fujisaki looked around to ensure that there was no other person still working and turned back to her,

‘In conclusion, things went alright.’

Riko was dizzy with relief, ‘Thank you, Manager. Thank you.’ (Zuben: Thank you for conning me)

‘So, remember our deal’

How could she forget? Riko nodded. Her brightened expression suddenly clouding over.

Then Fujisaki started asking some deeply personal questions, about her period, and whether she was taking contraception. He arranged to begin their new relationship after the end of her next period.

On one hand she thought; he’s very through discussing this sort of thing in advance, but on the other hand, asking her to ensure she was taking her contraception, she wondered did he want to have sex with her without a condom? She was even more confused.

It was already a big deal planning a sexual relationship with Manager Fujisaki, and this?

‘Manager…do you really intend to have that kind of relationship with me?’

‘Do you think I’m joking?’ he replied.

Inwardly, her reply to him was; she had never heard him joke in any setting as far as she was aware. But she shook her head.

‘That’s not the case. I’ve just ever only been with one person…I’m not used to arrangements like this.’

‘So, you want so renege?’

‘No that is not it!’

Fujisaki showed no sign of anger or frustration, he merely said, ‘There is no need for you to be confused. While I understand your misgivings, a deal is a deal. Are you the kind of person that goes back on your promise?’

‘No, of course no.’

‘Then, you only need to be patient. It is only for a month, not forever.’

Hearing this, Riko got a hold of herself. Though the confusion and anxiety did not abate, she felt that she could deal with it, it was only a month; her mind got lighter.

‘As I said, keep taking your contraception, and be ready on Saturday, we will begin then. Does that suit?’

He was unusually talkative.

Riko nodded, ‘Yes,’

Riko gave him her address, and they parted ways.

Outside, it was dusk and the city light were coming on. The setting summer sun was reflected on the windows of skyscrapers making her feel melancholic.

4 The start, 

a very good place

 The work week ended, and Riko returned home on Friday night. She was very restless. It was because of the sex friend relationship she was about to begin with the Director. The thought of if made her deeply embarrassed.

‘How melancholic, I haven’t ever kissed anyone other than Tomonori-kun. I suppose he was someone I liked.’ (Zuben: well, the time for the second person has come)

She sighed, ‘While I think Director Fujisaki is good looking, and Ayano and the others admire him…I don’t dislike him. But romantically, I still like Tomonori…I wonder who Tomonori-kun is with right now.’

Her phone rang.

She picked it up and saw the caller ID, her face stiffened.

She nervously answered.

‘I’m pick you up at 8pm tomorrow. Have dinner in advance.’ (Zuben: What? No wining and dining to help her relax? Dude!)

It was happening.

‘Yes,’ was her reply.

‘Because tomorrow is July 12, our relationship will end on August 11 – a month’s time. As you are aware our company allows interpersonal relationships. We are both single at the moment, so there is no need to particularly hide anything or feel guilty.’

That is not the point here, Riko protested in her mind, although she didn’t feel guilty, it wasn’t a relationship between lovers who liked each other. But she couldn’t say that out loud.

Their president had gotten married to a lady that was his subordinate, a few years ago. For that reason, the company did not prohibit office romances, and there were many couples who did not hide their status, like Riko and Tomonori. (Zuben: I’m tired to typing this douche’s name)

‘Yes,’ Riko replied, belying her tumultuous mind.

‘You’ll be staying over at my place often in that time, so be prepared.’

‘Huh?!’ Riko exclaimed before she could stop herself.

Would she be partly moving in with him for the month?!

But Fujisaki did not seem to care about Riko’s exclamation, and continued, ‘It would be difficult for me to come to your place to pick you up each time. Since we work together, it is more convenient to go to my place directly.’

Riko was reluctant, but she couldn’t say anything because she was afraid arguing would be in breach of the promise, so she remained silent.

Fujisaki took her silence to mean she agreed.

‘See you tomorrow at 8pm.’ He said finally and hung up.

Riko was stunned, not by his unfriendly ring off, but because of the multitude of instructions he had given her. But since she knew that Fujisaki was the kind of person who did not like changing course once it had begun, Riko gradually accepted things.

It was only for a month, she reminded herself, and began to play her favourite tunes to distract her.

The next evening, Riko stood in front of her apartment building with a large suitcase a few minutes before eight. Her suitcase was packed with clothes, cosmetics and other daily necessities. She thought that she would not need that much for a weekend, but she also felt like she should be prepared for anything.

Riko checked her watch, it was five to 8. She returned to quietly waiting for Fujisaki while touching her little stuffed rabbit strap decoration attached to the handle of her suitcase.

Three minutes passed and a black car drove up to Riko. She had been briefed beforehand the make and colour of his car, so she went up to the passenger door,

‘Pardon me, but my suitcase…’

‘Put in in the backseat.’ He said opening it from his seat.

After putting the suitcase away, Riko got into the passenger seat, saying, ‘Pardon me,’

Fujisaki waited silently watching her as she got in. He was dressed casually. Once she was seated, the door was properly closed and she put on her seatbelt. Fujisaki checked the front, rear, left and right of the car before starting up. (Zuben: Is he that methodical or is he making sure nothing will hurt his baby?)

To Riko’s disappointment, the car was silent during the drive. While this was not unexpected for Riko, since Fujisaki’s reticence was nothing new, she had hoped that he would be a bit more open since they were about to begin this new relationship. Nevertheless, Riko brought up bland questions and topics about the weather and where he lived, and Fujisaki gave simple and short answers, but he never ignored her, so Riko at least felt that he was being kind.

Soon they arrived at his house. Despite being submerged in the night, Fuijisaki parked his car into the garage smoothly. Although, she had not fully seen the extent of the house, she felt like it was too big to live alone.

Once he shut of the engine, Riko unbuckled her seatbelt and they got out of the car. As Riko approached the back seat to collect her suitcase, Fujisaki had taken it from the opposite side.

Riko bowed, saying, ‘Thank you.’

Then Fujisaki had a strange expression on his face, ‘Do you need all this luggage for one night?’

‘Um, they are various necessary things.’ Riko answered awkwardly.

‘I see.’ He replied drily, before locking the car door, and leading Riko into the house.

As she entered the house, Riko’s tension spiked.

‘It’s normal,’ he said, ‘Don’t be nervous, this is the living area. I’ll switch on the lights.’

She had said the prerequisite “ojamashimasu,” as she entered but she was tempted to say it again.

The living room and adjoining kitchen were neat and tidy with no litter anywhere. It looked as though he took care of his house.

He led her to sit in the living room and sat across from her. When they were facing each other this way, Riko was placed back in the boss-subordinate roles rather which reduced the discomfort of the uncertain relationship they were about to begin.

‘As I have said earlier, for one month staring from today, you will be my sex friend.’

Riko gave a small nod, ‘Yes,’

‘When we are together in private, you can call me by my name, Takatora, and I will call you, Riko.’

Riko’s eyed widened in surprise. She was surprised that Fujisaki knew her given name. She had always thought he was indifferent to such things. At the same time, she was surprised that the knowledge made her a little happy, it made her feel like an important subordinate even though she had a naïve attitude.

Fujisaki took Riko’s silence as consent and carried on, ‘If there is any suspicion, we can just tell people we’re dating. But we will not speak of it in general either.’

Riko had no objection to that, she nodded, she really didn’t want to tell anyone that she was in a “sex friend” relationship with her manager.

‘That is all I have to say before we begin, do you have any questions?’

‘Oh! Uh…that…are you into painful…things?’

Ayano had said he was like an S, so she had been really anxious about this being a sadomasochistic thing. She was really afraid of being hurt; it was scary to play such games.

Fujisaki glowered at her, ‘What is that?’

After a moment, he said, ‘I suppose I may be kind of S but I don’t play hard at all. I will not hurt you; you can feel relieved in that aspect.’ (Zuben: Why must we label ourselves?)

‘So then, do you play softly?’

‘What I am saying is; there will be no physical pain. I can promise there will never be any physical injury to you.’

While her anxiety did not totally disappear, she was slightly relieved that it wasn’t going to be hard SM.

‘I suppose I would describe what I like as “shame play”, which is neither painful, so enjoy it.’

‘Shame…play?’

Though she had never heard of the phrase, she could understand at what it meant, and her anxiety amplified. Though she didn’t consider herself as shy, she certainly wasn’t shameless.

Seeing Riko’s embarrassment, he said, ‘You will understand in a moment. Just so you know, I will not be using a condom.’

‘Yes.’ Riko had never had sex without a condom, but she had agreed to his terms.

She looked directly at him again; he really was good-looking. If he was a little kinder, she would be more excited even if it was a sex friend relationship.

‘Any other questions?’ (Zuben: Concerns or queries)

‘I don’t think so…maybe…’

‘You can always ask whatever you want along the way. Why don’t you take a shower first? Did you bring a towel?’

‘Yes, I brought one. I’ll go and take a shower, then.’

Riko nervously opened her suitcase and took out the items she would need, and went with Fujisaki to the bathroom.

‘There is a basket in the washroom to put your things. Use what ever you like in there. When you’re done want in the bedroom on the right, naked.’

5 First Night 

or what you will…

 Riko heart was thudding in her chest as she took her clothes off and showered. She dried her body and wrapped her bath towel around her body and went to Fujisaki’s room.

She stood there wondering what to do with herself. She crouched, suddenly feeling a sense of desperation wanting to escape. She heard the sound from the bathroom much earlier than expected. She quickly rose.

The room door opened quietly and Fujisaki appeared, nude.

In his hand, Fujisaky had a washbasin, but Riko was not paying attention to it. She had of course seen Tomonori naked, but seeing another man, moreover her boss, naked would be reasonably discouraging to have to see. But Fujisaki’s body was more muscular than Tomonori’s slenderness, he could be an example of the so-called “Fine Macho.” (Zuben: orz…Japan!)

Then she saw his penis. It wasn’t erect yet, but she got the idea that it was thick and rugged.

‘I told you to wait in bed.’ He said calmly.

She rushed to the bed as she apologised.

He put the basin on the bed side table and climbed on the bed with her. She still had the towel on.

‘I’ll take the towel off.’

She wanted him to turn off the lights, she was deeply embarrassed. But since she knew she could not resist; she removed the towel.

She was naked before her boss.

His gaze crawled down her body, past the red cheeks, to the moderately full breasts, and down her flat stomach to the hair that covered the mound. Though she didn’t notice, Fujisaki’s body began to respond, but his expression remained impassive.

‘Open your legs,’ he said.

Too shy do just do such a thing, Riko hesitated, and asked, ‘C-could we turn off the lights?’

‘If I turn off the lights, how would I see. Do as I say.’

If she didn’t comply he will she was refusing and he will report her mistake; this situation was even more scary. (Zuben: Oh Riko, you’re so dumb)

She parted her legs, and Fujisaki could see her secret part what she had never shown to another man aside from Tomonori. But perhaps, she was deeply aware this was going to lead to sex, contrary to Riko’s conscious will, she stared getting wet. No matter how she would prefer to be doing this with her beloved person, it was certain that Riko’s body, who had not masturbated since Tomonori, has been frustrated.

But Riko could not recognise the honest reaction of her body.

Fujisaki moved closer, his eyes on her fissure. Riko slid back.

Fujisaki shook his head, ‘It’s a hassle if you react everytime, please make an effort to get used to it.’

‘Yes.’ Riko replied with a small voice. She tried to keep still while exposing herself to him, clenching her teeth to endure the embarrassment.

He moved closer and touched her pubic hair. Riko was startled by the contact but she couldn’t do anything. Fujisaki’s penis seemed to have increased in size. Riko endured with hands on her hot cheeks.

Fujisaki stroked and pulled at her hair in an almost possessive manner.

‘You hair here is quite this, did you realise this, Riko?’

‘That…kind of thing…I don’t know.’

‘Hmm.’

He had put a bunch of things on the bedside table that she had not made any note off. He took a sheet, lay it on the bed and asked Riko to shift her body onto it. She had no choice but to obey.

When she saw the Riko suddenly had an idea of what was going to happen.

‘I will start shaving you, but I need you to keep still. You would not try to escape again, will you?’ he said in his deadpan voice.

‘I won’t.’ she had no choice but to comply. She looked down at herself, she had never thought she would be shaving it, but even more so, she had never expected that someone would be shaving her!

‘I will be patient, but it would be best if you get used to is. For this next month, just think of me as your…lover.’ He said.

On careful consideration, that empathy would help reduce embarrassment. So, she stared at his handsome face and chanted, Fujisaki-san is my lover. Then she closed her eyes and said,

‘I shall do that.’

‘Remember you are mine for the next month to do what I want with. Do you understand?’ (Zuben: We heard you the last time and the time before that; is your record broken?)

‘Stay still.’ He picked a towel from the basin and draped it on her. The towel was warm, making her lower abdomen get hot. It must have been soaked in hot water.

Covered by the towel, Riko’s embarrassment dimmed a little. But it did not last, Fujisaki removed the towel two minutes after, and she immediately felt a soothing coolness in that area. (Zuben: I should try this next time I trim the bushes. Not the dude doing it…except if they’re offering.)

‘Your hair is really soft, since it’s not long it isn’t necessary to trim with scissors first.’ He said softly while stroking her hair, it had softened due to the hot towel. (Zuben: Dude, we don’t need the play by play)

He continued to play with her pubic hair, and Riko face reddened up to her ears.

When he tired of messing about, he took the shaving cream and silently applied it to her pubis. He smeared the cream all over her labia and his hand brushed against the sensitive bean as he stroked down.

When he was done, he picked up the razor, ‘I’m going to start now, don’t move.’

He pressed his razor against her and began to draw it down slowly.

Riko tried very hard to hold herself still as instructed, but that it was also the fact that she might get injured if she did move. She covered her face with her hand waiting for it to be over.

But Fujisaki was not going to let her escape, he asked, ‘How do you feel as I shave your pubic her that you don’t normally show to others?’

Riko was not in a mental state to answer but Fujisaki pressed on, ‘Answer honestly. Is it fun, does it feel good, is it embarrassing? What do you feel?’

It suddenly felt like she would displease him if she didn’t answer, ‘I’m embarrassed. It’s embarrassing.’

‘But you’re mine. You should be happy. Aren’t you happy I’m doing this for you?’

Feeling the cold razor running up and down her privates, “embarrassment” was the only thing she felt, not happiness, but she felt she had to play along with what he wanted.

‘I’m glad…’ she said quietly.’

‘You’re glad that who’s shaving you where?’ he pressed again.

Riko was at a loss for words.

‘I’m glad that Takatora-san is shaving my shameful pubic hair.’

He smiled.

Riko felt like there was no reason to cover her face any more, so she put her hands down. Fujisaki seemed to have finished shaving her, and he wiped her with the warm towel. When he took the towel off, her mons was clean shaven. The lack of hair made the fissure more prominent. No matter how she felt her about it, her body was clearly excited and the amount of fluid pouring out of her hole was increasing.

Fujisaki touched the newly shaven skin and scooped the juice with his finger before presenting it to Riko, ‘Look at this,’ he said.

She looked at him through her fingers covering her face, her face turned redder as she saw him play with the viscous fluid between his thumb and forefinger; undoubtedly coming from her vagina.

‘Look how excited you are, Riko. You were feeling food while I was shaving your hair and touching you.’

She did not reply, she could not deny the proof before her.

Then he said, ‘You’re prohibited from hiding your face. I’ll finish up, so sure to look carefully.’

He poured some aftershave lotion into his hand, and applied it to her mons.

Once he was done, he wiped his hands with the towel.

‘I’m done, look carefully.’

Riko looked down at herself, she was confused by her hairlessness.

‘I shaved it very nicely, you’re happy, aren’t you?’

‘I’m happy.’

But Fujisaki shook his head, not liking her answer, ‘You sound robotic. It’s like you’re reluctant. Would you like to stop here?’

‘No, I am happy!’

‘Is that true?’

‘That Takatora-san did it…I am glad.’ She said blushing right up to her hairline. (Zuben: Happy happy joy joy)

He sneered, ‘Do you want it?’

She immediately knew what “it” was but she needed more mental preparation, but there was no going back.

She tried not to look at the heroically towering phallus as she answered, ‘I want it.’

‘What do you want?’

She looked away, ‘Takatora-san’s…penis…’

‘Say it in a different way, so it is clear where you want it.’

Riko was almost in tears as she said, ‘I want your cock in my pussy.’

Fujisaki nodded when she finished, ‘Well said, but from now on, you need to be completely obedient. You have three chances, any refusal with result it me calling it off and reporting you.’ (Zuben: Call it off. Let’s report each other)

‘Yes…’ she replied feeling rather low.

Fujisaki’s expression softened, ‘I don’t want to scold you. I don’t want you to break your promise and run away.’

‘But…’

‘If you don’t mean to do that, listen to what I say quietly and do it. I know this is all new to you, but be a little more proactive, that is all I ask.’

‘Yes.’ (Zuben: Dude, get the girl the normal way, then you can be asking for proactive)

Riko braced herself mentally, he was telling her that this was her last chance. (Zuben: I think there would be many more chances)

Watching her came to loom over her,

‘Then, I put it in as I want. It’s our first time having sex, so I want to remember how you feel, and engrave proof that you’re mine deeply inside you.’

Although she wasn’t a virgin, Riko suddenly felt frightened. But she could not retreat.

He stroked her body and parted her legs wider, exposing her fissure now glistening with nectar. He did not hesitate as he pressed the tip of his symbol, which was now maximally engorged, against her entrance.

‘Let’s enter.’ (Zuben: dozo)

Riko’s heart was beating hard in her chest, and the blood was pounding in her ears, but she had not choice but to nod.

As Fujisaki pushed his hard, thick cock into her honey pot, Riko could not help but emit a moan of pleasure. No matter how much she wanted to deny it, Riko’s body welcomed the long awaited presence and exuded more juice. It was probably the first time Riko’s body had wanted a man this much.  (Zuben: Are we trying to say, her ‘body’ likes him? Her brain just needs to catch up?)

Her excitement was heightened but the shameful play, being forced to speak obscenity.

Fujisaki entered her depths smoothly.

Riko could feel his heat, hardness and thickness within her lower abdomen. While his length and thickness were similar to Tomonori’s, Fujisaki was harder and more rugged. (Zuben: What does that mean?)

She was having sex with Fujisaki; they had now changed from boss and subordinate to man and woman.

Fujisaki stayed, unmoving for a time, he looked down at their copulation and said, ‘I think you have something good.’

‘Thank you…?’  Riko said almost absentmindedly, she was reluctant to admit she was being dominated by the pleasant sensation that was springing like a fountain deep inside her body.

‘You’re deep and narrow, and tight around me. How do you feel, Riko?’

‘Takatora-san’s…is in,’

‘My what? Where is it? How does it feel?’ (Zuben: How does it feel to treat me like you do?)

‘Takatora-san’s cock is in my pussy. It’s hot.’

‘What would you like me to do with it?’

‘Please move…’ she cried. The excitement had mounted, Riko could no longer afford to be shy or reticent.

‘Let’s move.’ Fujisaki said before pulling back and thrusting in. His speed mounted and the churning of her wet pussy could be heard.

Riko began to moan joyously. The feeling of his hard cock rubbing inside of her intoxicated Riko. She unconsciously widened her legs inviting him deeper without being told to.

Fujisaki looked like he was hit by considerable pleasure, his handsome face was distorted. He swiftly and vigorously slammed his meat stick into Riko while changing the way his hips moved. Every time he struck her back, Riko moaned loudly.

‘A ~a~a~! A~a ~! A~a ~! Ā~!’

‘Does it feel good, Riko?’

‘It feels so good!’

‘I’ll make you feel even better.’ His voice didn’t sound any different from usual. But Riko was too far gone to care. Fujisaki reached for her breasts as he moved his hips against hers. They were rolling and swaying with each thrust. He caught them in his hands and started rolling her nipples, which had increased in size and hardness due to arousal. A tremendous current of pleasure ran through Riko,

‘Hi ~ya~a~! A ~a~an! Please don’t~ stop!’ she cried. Riko had never experienced an orgasm before, even in her last relationship. The surge of pleasure induced terror inside her.

But Fujisaki didn’t stop. On the contrary, he began to tease her sensitive nipples even more. He continued to pinch and pull and roll and press them. At the same time, he thrust his hip against her pelvis so he ground against her sensitive bean. And he had discovered where in her honey pot she had the biggest reaction, and continued to hit it. Riko’s body produced more and more nectar, clenching Fujisaki’s cock.

Riko could feel her coming climax and tried to hold it back. She was so embarrassed to be caught by Fujisaki’s penis and having an orgasm, but it was impossible to hold back the coming tide. Her nipples, clitoris and vagina were violently stimulated, and Riko’s body was poised for the supreme moment.

He continued to mate, there were splashes of nectar from their joining.

Riko jumped into climax with a scream after one final deep thrust from Fujisaki. Her inner muscles contracted sharply wrapping his cock tightly. This started a violent peristalsis and cloudy sap was ejected from the tip of the symbol deep inside her.

Riko could feel the heat that spread in her lower abdomen but the feeling of culmination had been immense, and she didn’t care. This was the first time someone had come inside her, but it was also the first time she had reached climax through sexual intercourse.

While he was deeply embedded within her, Riko enjoyed the moment of ecstasy to her heart’s content. After his ejaculation, his cock’s throbbing began to ease.

Fujisaki did not move for a while.

Riko could not move, she was still enjoying the hot and hard feeling of his member inside her, immersing herself in the afterglow of pleasure she had never experienced before.

‘It was better than I expected. You did well.’ Fujisaki finally said.

She never thought he would compliment her, Riko returned to reality surprised.

The next moment, Fujisaki leaned down and kissed her. Riko involuntarily stiffened in shock. But At the same time Riko felt a joy that could not be hidden.

Tomonori, when they had been together, would immediately light a cigarette after they were finished. Although, she had thought he was gentle, she still had a little dissatisfaction with that. She wanted him to be gentle after the deed, even for a little bit.

So, Fujisaki kissing her was surprising but made her happy. She completely forgot it was him, and closed her eyes to enjoy the sweet kiss, while still intoxicated by the heated feeling still dwelling within her.

But it was only for a short time, Fujisaki pulled away and regained his usual poker face. He pulled out of her, and cloudy liquid spilled out of her cleft.

They cleaned up, and Fujisaki said to her as he dressed, ‘It’s a bit too early to sleep, so I will be working in my study. You can do as you like, there are snacks in the fridge if you want but don’t mess anything up.’

‘Yes.’ She replied to his back as he left the room without looking at her. (Zuben: Running away?)

She was left on the bed, nude.

When he was gone, Riko got up and put on her panties and pyjamas. She decided to watch TV in the living room. But she could not feel relaxed because she felt that she was in her boss’ home, even though they had begun this unreliable relationship. It just made her feel depressed.

She wanted to forget quickly that she was made to feel so much pleasure from the shameful play and sex.

Riko could not concentrate on the TV at all, she looked around restlessly. It looked like he really liked being neat, because no matter where she looked, it was neat and tidy in every corner. As she glanced around, she noticed a bag placed in the corner of the room. It looked like a work bag, but it was smaller than the one Fujisaki usually carried to work. But it wasn’t the bag itself that caught Riko’s eye, it was the fluffy rabbit strap that was attached to the zipper. Riko turned to her suitcase and looked at her strap, the rabbits were similar albeit with different colours.

Even so, the strap did not fit her image of Fujisaki, so Riko thought, buchō was surprisingly cute if he liked rabbits. Maybe they had something in common.

Riko watched TV for a bit more, but could not get into it. She sighed and decided to take another shower, and brushed her teeth before returning to the living room to wait.

Fujisaki emerged from his study and came to the living room.

‘Let’s go to bed.’

Riko nodded and rose out of the couch, ‘Ah, Takatora-san, I…took another shower and I brushed my teeth…’

‘That’s fine, you don’t have to report those things. You go ahead.’

‘Yes.’ Riko replied, tension wrapping her again as she went to the bedroom.

Riko got into bed and waited for Fujisaki. He came in after 10 minutes wearing light blue pyjamas, looking ready for bed.

Riko’s heart began to thud again.

Fujisaki did not get straight into bed, but went to his closet and took out a pillow.

‘I have a pillow for you.’

‘Eh? Um…pardon me. Thank you.’

‘Don’t worry about it. Did you brush your teeth? Where is your toothbrush?’

‘Yes, I brought my travel toothbrush from home.’

‘I should have informed you; I prepared a toothbrush and cup for you in the bathroom.’

‘Thank you. I’m sorry I didn’t notice.’

(Zuben: He was too busy trying to shag you.)

She didn’t didn’t he would be so thoughtful to her. Riko was thankful and bowed and apologised.

Fujisaki said nothing as he came up to the bed and handed her the pillow, ‘Don’t worry about it. I got it for you, so feel free to use it.’

‘Yes.’

Fujisaki got into bed making Riko remember that they had just had sex, and she turned bright red. It was a single bed, so it was cramped with both of them init.

‘It may be uncomfortable, but let’s endure it for a month.’ (Zuben: Why do I feel the single bed is intentional. You can’t have a big house with a single bed in the master bedroom. Don’t make no sense, Riko)

‘Ah, sure.’ She replied nervously, she racked her brain trying to changed the subject, ‘Ah, Takatora-san, do you like rabbits?’

‘I don’t particularly like or dislike them. Why do you ask?’

‘Oh…I saw a rabbit strap on your bag in the living room.’ (Zuben: And decided you’re a five-year-old child at heart)

‘Oh that, I got it from my sister.’

‘Sister?’ She knew next to nothing about Fujisaki, so this information was fresh for Riko, ‘What kind of person is your sister?’

‘She’s two years younger than me.’ He replied looking irritated.

Riki thought that he didn’t want to talk about his family with her and she was in trouble. But he said,

‘There’s nothing interesting about my sister. I’m going to sleep.’

‘Yes.’ Riko got as comfortable as she could on her new pillow, laying on her back. Fujisaki switched off the light, so she couldn’t tell what his sleeping position was but it looked like it was on his back as well.

After a few moments of silence, Riko said ‘Goodnight.’

‘Goodnight,’ Fujisaki replied quietly, with made Riko happy he had not ignored her.

Riko desperately tried to fall asleep but could not under the present circumstance; sleeping next to her boss. The fear that she might roll and hit him with her arm or leg made her too anxious to sleep. While Fujisaki seemed to have fallen asleep withing fifteen minutes of switching off the light. Riko finally fell asleep as the eastern sky glowed blue.

Chapter 6 – In the morning

You know it's gonna be alright

Riko woke up disoriented, not remembering where she was. Then she did, and her face grew heated. She turned over and Fujisaki had risen. She looked at the clock it was 8am; what if he got angry that she had slept so late?! (Zuben; 8am is a perfectly good time to wake up on a Sunday.)

It was natural that she did not get up earlier when she had not been able to get to sleep till dawn. Riko rushed out of bed and opened the door of the bedroom. She could hear noises, so she headed to the living room. She slid the door of the living room open as she said ‘Shitsureishimasu,’ and noticed Fujisaki standing in the kitchen making breakfast.

‘Good morning,’ she said to his back.

‘Good morning,’ he replied without turning around.

‘I’m sorry I slept late!’

‘I was planning on waking you up later. Go and get ready, breakfast will be ready soon.’ Fujisaki replied without looking up from slicing tomatoes. (zuben: Is he annoyed he didn’t get to wake her up with breakfast in bed? I wish we had his thoughts)

‘You’re making breakfast. Thank you.’ She felt very embarrassed that he was making breakfast. In her heart, she had a feeling that Fujisaki-san really was a good person, and the feeling of gratitude towards him expanded. (Zuben: Sooo easy)

‘Well, we need to eat. Don’t mess around; go and clean up.’

‘Yes,’

She picked out clothes from her suitcase and went back to the bedroom to change and wash her face.

After Riko returned to the kitchen to have breakfast. Fujisaki had made sandwiches. Once again, Riko felt like she was in the presence of her boss, and nervously said, ‘Thanks for the meal,’

The sandwiches were filled with tamagoyaki, cabbage, bacon, and other delicious vegetables. It tasted delicious, and she said as much to Fujisaki, but tried not to be too effusive fearing he would get irritated by anything excessive.

He only gave a perfunctory reply.

After that, silence reigned. Riko could not say it was enjoyable even thought the sandwich was very tasty.

After finishing their meal, they tidied up.

‘Let’s return to the bedroom.’

‘Huh?’

She looked at the clock, it had just turned 9 ‘o’ clock.

‘We’ll have a little session now and end it today.’

‘But…now?’

‘Don’t want to?’

‘That’s not it.’ Riko protested, she had thought I do not want to have sex in the bright light of day. But she didn’t have any veto rights. (Zuben; Heavens! What is with these women and daylight sex?)

‘There should be no problem, let’s go.’

‘Ah! Can I take a shower?’

‘Sure, go ahead. Be quick about it.’ (Zuben: And the multiple showers. I like being clean but Asians are a bit extra. And no lotion after! Dry skin blues)

‘Yes!’

She went to the room and picked up her things and escaped to the bathroom.

While she was in the shower, “Fujisaki is going to do something weird” went round and round in her mind.

She could not shower forever. After a few minutes, feeling depressed, she dried off and tied her towel her. She went back to the bedroom and knocked before she entered. Fujisaki was already naked on the bed. Summer sunshine was streaming through the window making the room bright without the light on.

Fujisaki’s body was clearly visible making Riko blush.

A large mirror had been placed beside the bed that hadn’t been there when she woke up this morning. Fujisaki must have moved it.

‘Take the towel off quickly.’ Fujisaki said the moment she entered.

‘Yes.’ It had only been one night; she could not get used to being naked in front of him yet. She grit her teeth and took the towel off.

‘Come here. Don’t be nervous.’

Riko quietly obeys and went to him.

She noticed his penis was gradually rising. As soon as Riko reached the bed, he said,

‘Let’s start with masturbation.’

‘Eh?!’ Riko exclaimed, but Fujisaki ignored her embarrassment. He pulled her closer.

‘I want you to masturbate in front of this mirror.’

Riko had never masturbated in front of anyone before, so though she had resolved to silently obey, she was too embarrassed and dismayed to start.

‘Is it that you are reluctant? I thought we agreed last night. Have you forgotten?’

‘No. But…that…’

‘If you are not reluctant, then begin.’

‘Yes.’ Riko nodded sadly. She wanted to run away but there was no escaping this.

According to his instructions, Riko sat before the mirror with her knees up and apart. Staring at her reflection in the mirror, she turned away, she didn’t want to see herself like this. But she had to. She had to look at herself in the mirror, otherwise it would take forever.

She turned her gaze back to the mirror. Saw herself with her legs wide open. She awkwardly moved her hand and touched her cleft. Watching herself do this in bright daylight, she just couldn’t. But Fujisaki was there, the silent pressure of his presence made Riko start; she began to stroke her labia and clitoris.

‘Touch your breasts.’ He instructed and she reached up to her knead her breasts with her other hand. Despite the embarrassment of watching herself do this in the mirror, Riko began to get wet. She could not stop it or the stirring in her body. She kept silent by pressing her lips together, but eventually could not help but begin moan.

‘How does it feel masturbating in the mirror?’ Fujisaki asked.

Riko’s head was spinning due to shame, pleasure and embarrassment, she could not answer. But her body was ignited, she could not stop her fingers. She was like a puppet as she grasped her breast and rubbed her nipple while stroking pussy and clitoris.

‘Look at your expression in the mirror; you look very lewd.’

Riko was compelled to look at her expression in her reflection, even disliking this, she looked aroused.

She closed her eyes and shook her head, ‘No!’

‘Tell me your honest feelings. Does it feel good or not?’

‘Un~’

The answer was clear, but Fujisaki wanted her to admit it.

‘It feels good,’ Riko finally said.

‘I suppose even though your finger movements and facial expression are so unpleasant, you can’t be feeling uncomfortable.’

His words drove Riko further into shame.

She turned to look at him, and saw that he was recording her with his mobile phone. She was astonished.

‘Eh? What? Are you filming me?’

‘Don’t pay attention. I’m just recording you so I can watch it alone later.’

‘Stop it!’

‘Stop? Does that mean you want to end it here?’

‘That…’ Riko could not counter.

‘Don’t worry, I have enough. I’ll entertain you.’ He came to sit before the mirror, beside her and instructed her.

‘Sit on me, and put it in yourself.’

‘Eh?’

She knew he wanted her to sit with her back to him, but she really didn’t want to look like that in front of the mirror. Yet, her body was ready for him. Since she could not refuse, she followed instruction. She climbed over him. His cock stand was at full mast. She crouched over him and her flower and his cock met. Due to her masturbation, Riko was already very excited, and her nectar dripped onto his symbol.

As she was about to drop down, she hesitated when she saw her self in the mirror. There she was poised on top of his dick with her legs wide open and her pussy exposed, more noticeable now that she had been shaved.

But Fujisaki interrupted her reverie, ‘I thought you had resolved to comply with my instructions. But if you’re reluctant, we can end it…’

‘I’m sorry! Right away!’ Riko immediately sank down, and her honey pot covered his thick member, her wetness allowing him to enter smoothly.

It went all the way in making Riko cry out. Because of their position, it felt like he was deeper inside her than last night. It seemed that Riko’s body had been longing for his cock inside her. Her vase bathed his cock in the nectar of joy. His symbol was also happy and responsive.

Riko could not help the shivers of pleasure.

‘I like it all the way deep inside you. Look in the mirror, Riko.’

She reflexively complied; her legs were open wide as she held his penis inside her vagina. Honey was leaking out of the entrance down his balls like tears of joy.

Seeing this Riko turned red up to her earlobes. She shook her head as she moaned, ‘It’s embarrassing.’

‘Hm, your mouth says so, but your body is pleased. Let me make you even more pleased.’

Fujisaki held her breast in one hand and teased her clitoris with the other, just as she did when she masturbated. With just his cock inside her, Riko was feeling an unimaginable amount of pleasure, but his actions further exacerbated that pleasure. Despite the humiliation she felt, she could not stay still, she had to move her body.

Riko twisted and rocked, ‘Hi ~ya~an~ Takatora-san, stop…’

Fujisaki was making her body bounce, making his cock rub against her cavern roughly. Every time he struck deep inside of her, she felt a thrill rush through her. But Fujisaki did not stop.

 `An~! A~an… n n ~! An… a ~a~an~!'

‘That’s a good sound. Your hips are rocking.’ Fujisaki whispered into her ear as he picked her nipple and continued to stroke her labia and clitoris where they were joined. Her sensitivity increased as she teased her engorged pearl.

Her wet vase tightened around his cock, as she body moved faster and faster towards climax.

With a loud shout, she orgasmed tightening around his meat stick pulling him deeper into her. In response to her body tightening around him, Fujisaki came, shooting his hot sap into her.

The heated sensation of his ejaculation brought Riko to the edge of further pleasure. Though she had experienced it last night, it was not a feeling she could get used to. She accepted his semen into her womb while her head became pure white with pleasure and there was expression of ecstasy on her face.

As soon as the jet of cum subsided, Fujisaki whispered in her ear, ‘Look at the mirror.’

Riko’s brain was still offline from the intense afterglow, looking into the mirror.

The reflection of her nudity, her legs spread wide with Fujisaki inside her. Her cheeks were red. She wanted to look away, but Fujisaki stopped her.

‘Don’t look away; this is you.’

‘It’s embarrassing…’

‘Is that why you were shaking your hips aggressively? I think you were deeply tasting me. Tell me honestly; what was it like? Don’t lie to me.’

She knew he wasn’t saying anything wrong. Although she didn’t want to admit that she had been shaking her hips, she knew that it was impossible to lie.

‘I was very happy.’

‘Look in the mirror.’

‘Yes.’ Riko was forced to see her lewd appearance with Fujisaki still deeply embedded in her. She wanted to look away again. But Fujisaki took both breasts in his hands, possessively. Riko was turned on again,

‘Takatora-san, please stop…’

‘Don’t tell me that again; your body likes it. But I have lots of things to do today, we’ll stop her. Get up.’

‘Yes.’ Since she had permission, she rose from him slowly. Her flower crack released from the symbol immediately pushed out his emissions.

Fujisaki pointed it out and Riko was again embarrassed.

Chapter 7 Thinking on the Train

The next morning, Riko was on the train headed for work. The events of the weekend playing on her mind.

After they had cleaned up, Fujisaki drove Riko back to her place. Though she had declined the ride, Fujisaki was insistent, “I will take you. Don’t argue with my decision.”

As she gripped the strap in her hand, she wondered how she was going to be around him.

They had decided that she was going to his place the day after tomorrow, but they would see each other at the company everyday. If it was a relationship between lovers, Riko would not have minded, but because it was a “sex friend” thing, she couldn’t really tell people. She was full of anxiety and worry.

And there was the fact that, the shame play and sex had brought out a side of her that Fujisaki had seen, and she felt so ashamed remembering it. And rather than hate it, her body relished it.

Riko closed her eyes and tried to think about something else. The train rocked hard on a turn and Tomonori came to mind. Tomonori had been kind compared to Fujisaki’s harshness and would never say things that Fujisaki did. Tomonori and Riko had had a deep love for each other. (Zuben: It sounds like the “deep love” was only on your part, dear) Riko always felt love and compassion when they made love and other things.

Remembering the happy days with Tomonori, Riko wanted to cry. So she opened her eyes and tried to take her mind off it. Through the train windows, the scenery had changed from suburbs to city. While staring at the scenery rushing by, Riko said to herself, Ayano was right about buchō being an “S”. But it wasn’t something that made her feel better. And when she remembered she was going to his again the day after tomorrow, she was gloomy.

She had been so happy when he kissed her after their first time, but it was part of his play after all. For Riko, sex without love or heart left her with a feeling of loneliness. As she began to think about Tomonori again, the in-train announcement called that the train was soon to arrive at her destination.

8 In the Conference Room

Riko nervously entered her office; three other employees had arrived including Ayano, Fujisaki was not in.

Riko was a little relieved, though she knew that she would not be able to avoid meeting him forever. She greeted her colleagues and took her seat beside Ayano and began to chat as she prepared for the day.

A few minutes later, Fujisaki arrived, ‘Good morning.’

With her colleagues, Ayano chorused ‘Good morning.’

She was probably the only one nervous and awkward, Fujisaki looked the same. He hadn’t even looked at her. As she continued to chat with Ayano, she watched him from the corner of her eye. Life went on as usual until noon. Fujisaki told Riko she was to assist him with preparation in the conference room after their lunch break. Riko tensed.

After lunch, Riko went with Fujisaki. He was behaving as usual. Riko nervously followed.

When they got into the lift, Fujisaki asked, ‘You haven’t told anyone about us, have you?’

‘Of course not.’ She replied quietly, her heart beat loud in her head.

‘I see,’ was his reply as the lift doors opened with a “ping-pong”.

They finished the preparation work in the conference room smoothly. It was something that they had done many times before, so it was fine. It was just that being along with Fujisaki made her really nervous.

After they were done, Ayano packed up to go back to the office when Fujisaki came up to her.

Riko shrunk back suspiciously. Fujisaki drew out his phone and showed it to Riko. Though she stood still, she was shaking, she really wanted to run away.

Playing on his phone was the video of her masturbating yesterday morning.

Riko’s face went red and she protested, ‘No! Don’t!’

‘You’re still insisting on this attitude. You haven’t accepted that you’re mine for the next month.’ He said flatly. Though, he didn’t look or sound angry, it still made Riko tremble.

‘Please, just delete the video.’

‘It’s a video I took to enjoy the nasty and lewd Riko, why would I delete it?’

‘Well, then, please don’t play it at work.’

‘You’re mine to do as I please. Haven’t you understood your position yet?’ he in his usual emotionless tones, moving closer to her. With the phone in one hand, he pulled her closer with the other hand and caressed her bottom.

Riko was surprised into silence.

But Fujisaki did not look annoyed, he pushed his hand past her waist band and stroked her soft round bottom from onto tights.

‘You have to right to veto. Do you understand, Riko?’

‘Yes, but we could get caught here.’

‘Hmm. Its only the third day into our relationship, I’m just playing lightly.’ He pulled away. He shut off the video before saying.

‘Come tomorrow with no panties.’

‘Eh?’

Fujisaki put his phone away and headed to the door, ‘Rejecting is a breach of promise.’

Riko picked up her things and quietly followed, so stunned she was unable to reply. 

Alas, this is all I had done before the author deleted her novels in a snit, and Japanese internet is really hard to break into; people don't seem to mass copy novels to other sites like the Chinese do. Really annoying. Anyway. Off to find another one. Ciao.

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