Do Not Reconcile 57 - 59 (H) END

 

 

57 Pregnancy: 

Guanguan had pretty bad morning sickness during her first trimester, but now in the fourth month, she had a small bulge showing. The thing was, Guanguan was horny. She was a horny person, she understood that about herself, she had a lot of pubic hair - too much, it felt exuberant when she ran her hand through. (Zuben: I think this requires a global survey to verify its truth. But I read somewhere it is hard to change Chinese minds once they’ve settled on a general consensus.)

When she was by herself, she would masturbate, but now with Huo Mu, sex was on tap. But with the pregnancy, she hadn’t been able to satisfy her needs in the early months because she wasn’t allowed to, now that things with the foetus was stable; she wanted Huo Mu to fuck her. But Huo Mu refused, he was too big and he was afraid that thrusting would hurt the foetus.

She had to bear the need. But this was very hard for Guanguan, her panties got wet everyday from her unfulfilled desire. And she got angry with him.

One evening after his shower before bed, he could hear Guanguan moaning lewdly in the bedroom. He came out to see her; she was on their bed - naked, save for the panties hanging off one ankle. Her legs were wide open as she worked something with a mechanical sound against her clitoris.

It was a tongue vibrator. It was shaped like a tongue licking her; it felt like a real tongue against her clitoris. She didn’t need Huo Mu. But she wanted him to watch.

Guanguan’s groans grew louder when she noticed her was watching her, and the flames of desire grew in his eyes.

‘Ah~ it feels so good~ It feels so comfortable licking me~ It’s like your tongue licking me fast~ I’m going to come soon~’

He could see her swollen clitoris was bright red and glistening. She pushed the device into her wet hole to lick her insides. It really gave her deep pleasure. She leaned back and played with her breasts and nipples, squeezing the flesh and pinching her nipples until they were red and engorged. Because she was pregnant, her breasts had grown, she squeezed them together to lick her nipples.

She stared at Huo Mu seductively, she could see his raging hard-on.

‘Are you sure you don’t want to come over here and fuck me? I’ll just come by myself.’ She said as she picked up an electric dildo she had bought that was comparable to Huo Mu’s cock. Although it didn’t feel as good as hie did, it would do.

She pulled out the tongue and was about to put the dildo in, but Huo Mu came over and took it from her hand,

‘This little nasty slut, would a cold dildo satisfy you?’

He lifted her from bed and lay down so she was on top of him. This way, he wouldn’t lay on her stomach. With Huo Mu agreeing to do her, she was happy. She settled over him and sat on his cock. She sank down slowly, since it had been a while - it was a little bracing. When she looked down, she could she his thing bulging in her lower abdomen, she felt satisfied and aroused.

She began to rock and twist on his cock as she grabbed her tits and squeezed them. He couldn’t hold her flesh in his hand anymore, but he really liked the soft feeling. Her nipples were also very cute, so cute he couldn’t help but want to bite and suck them.

Guanguan was soon sent to climax, and was relieved, but as she wanted to slip off, Huo Mu stopped her. She slumped over him, ‘I have no strength, I can’t move anymore.’

Huo Mu sat up with her still on him, ‘After my slut feels good, she doesn’t care about her husband, hmm? After you make me so hard, you don’t want me to finish? I will make sure you don’t dare seduce me like this.’

Guanguan lay obediently and let him have his way until he came.

 🌖

Towards the end of her pregnancy, her obstetrician suggested that she shave her pubic hair before the baby’s arrival. Guanguan agreed; it was now summer and she got really sweaty and stuffy down there. When they got home, Guanguan hurried to their bedroom and took off her undies. She lay on the bed with her legs wide and commandeered Huo Mu to shave her privates, with her belly so big, she couldn’t do it herself.

Huo Mu obediently cleaned the shaving knife and shaved her. But because she was a very lustful lady, she got wet from him touching her.

‘Are you done?’ she asked.

Huo Mu stroked her hairless mound and nodded. White, soft and smooth it looked very attractive. Guanguan couldn’t see for herself because of her heavy pregnancy so she handed him her phone so he could take a picture and she could see for herself.

Looking at the picture, Huo Mu had done a thorough job, there was no hair; it looked so cute she wanted to lick it, especially with glistening water around it.

Guanguan became playful; she reached down to touch herself and opened the seam to show off the flesh inside,

‘Husband, don’t you think it looks cute after all the hair is gone? Don’t you want to lick it? I got horny while you were shaving; give me a lick.’

Huo Mu got on the bed and put her legs around neck, ‘How could you talk like this in front of your baby,’ he said softly, ‘even when I’m shaving you, you get horny. You’re born lustful.’

He opened his mouth over her mons and licked the soft hairless labia. Licking her felt better than before without the hair, he rather liked it, so he licked her harder. Using his tongue he opened her up and slipped into her body.

 

58 Waiting for Baby:

Huo Mu’s mouth was soon coated with her unique scent.

It had been a long time since she had this kind of pleasure because they had been abstinent. They couldn’t have sex in the three months before the baby was born. Because Guanguan was sensitive, Huo Mu hadn’t touched her because since they couldn’t finish properly, she would be uncomfortable. (Zuben: *le sigh* It’s perfectly fine to have sex in the final weeks of pregnancy as long as things are fine with the pregnancy and if you want to{Link})

Huo was also hard from licking Guanguan, he rose and took off his trousers. His penis was pulsing with blood and some fluid was dripping over the mushroom head. Hepushed his cock against her labia and began to rub it. He picked up her legs and held them together around him. He ground himself against her to come, but he didn’t dare be too vigorous because of her big belly, so it wasn’t satisfying.

Guanguan saw he was struggling so she took off her top and bra.

‘Why don’t we do it with my boobies?’

Huo Mu stared at her breasts, they were now very big as though there was a lot of milk and her areola were now large. He put his meat stick between her breasts and she pressed the soft flesh around him. After a few strokes, he came, spraying his hot semen on her face. She licked the fluid around the corners of her mouth and swallowed.

He fondled her breasts as he said seductively, ‘After the baby is born, I am going to fuck you like crazy.’

Guanguan smiled happily and kissed him, ‘I’m looking forward to it. I can’t wait for our baby to be born so I can fuck you. I love fucking you so much.’

Huo pinched her nipple, ‘Don’t seduce your husband like that when we can’t do anything.’

 

🌗

Guanguan gave birth to a daughter, Huo Mu was ecstatic; he had wanted a daughter. Huo Mu took care of Guanguan properly during her confinement period and her mother was very satisfied with him when she visited. Before she left, she gave him some advice on what to do with the baby and abstaining from sex for a little while longer. While Huo Mu was happy to wait, Guanguan was not. She felt her mother didn’t even know her at all. She was hornier than Huo Mu. Once she was out of confinement, she pushed Huo Mu down, quickly filling her hole with his length.

The baby was in the room as well, while they were scared their actions would wake the baby, they didn’t want to be elsewhere when the baby woke up, so Guanguan didn’t dare scream or call out like she would normally. (Zuben: That’s life from now on, dearie) She asked Huo Mu to gag her with scarf and fuck her from behind.

The slapping of their flesh sounded in the room along with their suppressed moans, he pressed her against the window as he pounded her wildly. Guanguan endured the joy, she was so wet, Huo Mu’s dick was so comfortable, she closed her eyes to enjoy their lovemaking.

After finally shooting, Guanguan also came hard, with a white light flashing in front of her eyes. He was so comfortable; she began to convulse. Huo Mu carried her to bed and cleaned her up.

Her breasts swollen and full of milk, and they ached.

‘Huo Mu, suck the milk, it’s too uncomfortable.’ She said grabbing his head and pressing him against her chest.

Huo Mu complied and sucked her breasts. It was the first time he had ever done so, though there was so taste, per se, he thought it was the most delicious. He sucked the milk until she was dry.

Guanguan watching him suck with relish, she asked, ‘Is it delicious? I want to know how it tastes.’

‘It’s delicious. It’s as sweet as your lewd water.’ He replied.

When he was done, Guanguan felt sated. She kissed him and lay replete in bed, falling asleep. Huo Mu finished cleaning her up, and covered her with the quilt. He was also tired, he kissed the baby in her crib, and got into bed, kissed Guanguan, and fell asleep.

 

59 Huo Mu’s confession:

Since Huo Mu began to understand what was what; he knew his mother’s profession. As a child, he knew lots of different men came to visit his mother every night. They would go into her room and lock the door, and strange slapping sounds would echo, with moaning noises like she was in pain. But the man would come out looking happy.

He once asked his mother where is father was. He knew other children had fathers.

She sucked on her cigarette and blew the smoke out before replying, ‘Who is your father? Where is he? It may be some unscrupulous man, who shot without a condom. Think about it, how many men have you seen this month; one of them could be your father. I also would like to know who your father is, so I can make him take care of you. I don’t have money to raise a wild species like you.’

Hence, he understood that his father may be one of his mother’s clients.

He never blamed his mother for being a prostitute; when she had been younger, she was tricked to come to the big city by a local shyster, promising them that they would make a lot of money working in a factory. So, she went with him, and realised it was all a big lie. She had been cheated, all her money was gone, and the pay at the factory was very low and they had to work a lot of overtime. She met other girls in the same situation at the factory, who decided out of desperation that they would be better off selling themselves. If business was good, they could make a lot of money. Wang Xuemei had been young and stubborn, she didn’t want to go back to the countryside, so she decided with her friends on this course.

Overtime, she became numb to it all.

When Xuemei realised she was pregnant, she had originally wanted to get rid of the child, but she was afraid that there would be no one to look after her when she was old, hence, she carried through the pregnancy and gave birth to Huo Mu. Huo was the name of the last client she received before she realised she was pregnant; she didn’t know who the father was. (Zuben: She want him to look after her in her old age, but she treats him like trash. Right)

Wang Xuemei barely provided for Huo Mu, so Huo Mu earned money for himself as soon as he was able. He ran errands, delivered milk, selling bottles for recycling and other odd jobs to earn money to feed, clothe and send himself to school. He barely ate, so he began to suffer from digestive issues as a child.

When he first met Guanguan, he found her really annoying.

He had always been afraid of getting along with others, especially girls, because he felt unworthy. He refused all comers as much as possible. When he was little, the other children he had played with once sniffed him and shouted, "Huo Mu is so stinky! My mother said you’re dirty! Your mother is a prostitute, you’re the son of a prostitute! Your body is dirty and you smell!" (Zuben: This is why you don’t tell other people’s business in front of your children. Then again, you may want to)

Although he was little, he knew that he was being derided and bullied so he began to avoid interacting with others. He grew a cold outer shell. He didn’t want any friend because he felt dirty.

But Guanguan looked at him like an idiot and said, ‘Huo Mu, your body is so fragrant like mint and citrus. You’re so clean, you’re the cleanest boy I have ever met. Even your shoes are so white.’

Huo Mu felt like life was on irony when he heard this. Ever since childhood, people regarded him as dirty but this Jin Guanguan thought he was clean?

It would be because Jin Guanguan’s thoughts were clean, so that everyone was clean to her.

He found out that she was the most pampered daughter of a rich family, and because she was pampered and protected, so her thoughts were particularly clean. She was pure and simple; he didn’t want to defile her.

When they started dating, he discovered that it was as he thought, her world was really clean and pure, he wanted to break up with her. She begged and pleaded, and cried and cried; she was unwilling, holding on to him for dear life.

In desperation, he took her to the area he lived. He showed her the unpainted building he lived in, the poor environment, and told her his mother was a prostitute who didn’t care about his existence. He had thought she would be so disgusted and let him go. Instead, she hugged him tighter.

‘Huo Mu, you have me from now on. You’re no longer alone. If your mother doesn’t like you, I like you. Even if everyone in the world hates you, I love you.’

This was also the firs time Wang Xuemei met Jin Guanguan.

Xuemei disliked her on sight. To Xuemei, Guanguan looked like a rich young miss. For older generations from the countryside, her foxy looks were the kind that brought harm to people, so she told him later that day after Guanguan had left,

‘Huo Mu, break up with this girl. I don’t disagree with you dating her. If you’re just playing with her, don’t dally too long. She looks seductive; the kind of person who will bring trouble. Besides, do you think her family would agree for her to be with the son of a prostitute?’

But Huo Mu replied, ‘Except for her, I won’t be with anyone else. I can’t wash my past but I will live the future cleanly with her.’

 

🌑

During his time in prison, Huo Mu had a lot of dreams. He dreamt that he and Guanguan would get married, and have a small dumpling; she would be called Xiao Naiyi and she would take him by the hand and happily call him daddy and Guanguan, mommy.

Dreaming of the sweet future made the years in prison less bitter.

And when he appeared before Jin Guanguan again, saw her reflection in the mirror behind him with her eyes widened in shock; he had desperately wanted to tell her...

How desperately he loved her.

THE END. 

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